i think im waking up now. or so i hope. about time anyway! hehh.

HAHA. okay i officially feel dumb now. i didnt think you really felt that way. obviously it crossed my mind more than once, but you just didnt seem like it. sigh. you make me feel like im the dumbest person alive! which, btw, im feeling right now hahah. BUMMER! i knew that dream meant something! lol. i just didnt expect it to be the one i refused to accept. WHATEVER. usually when i think more, it wouldnt happen. so, i shouldnt think nowwww. (: