what am i supposed to do?

its all about timing actually. everytime i decide to do something, time comes into the picture. its always at the wrong time! or rather, not the perfect moment. and then everytime i tell myself, okay im going to do this/that next week. and when next week comes, i dont feel like doing it again. what i need, is very different from what i want. and what i want is the absolute opposite of what i need! assuming things continue the way the are, which is exactly it.