blogger's cocked up. i cant even change my words' colour! hah. the alignment & italics had to be done based on my vague memory of html codings&keyboard shortcuts. maybe i'll switch to lj. SOON. as soon as i get a new skin for that one. (:

nothings up recently. i just feel a little extremely bored. & im absolutely totally in love with edward. im re-reading twilight from book1-4, including midnight sun. how interesting to look at things from different points of views. its started me thinking.. about things around me. maybe, if i were a little more paitent to see the outcome, before i interupted, it would be a different future. hmmm. how i wonder. but that would mean i have to be patient enough, in the first place.

haha. i think all these years has made me lose my sacarsm. not that its an extremely good thing to have, especially seeing the type of people im hanging out with. sometimes my sacarsm does more bad than good, that is. & i would absolutely hate to give any wrong impressions, or fantasies. hurhur. tell me more huh.

so yeap. mains are an official month away. i think its time to start getting serious and prepared already. yada yada. & obviously im not going to start, yet. i need constant reminders, it seems.

on another note, i realise i do hate words sometimes. i dislike the person who invented sms, the person who came up with the brillant idea of words, & the person who discovered communication. it does so little, yet so much. i wonder if it ever occured to them the impact of not verbally conveying the message as compared to writing it down literally. maybe that explains my distaste for sms & everything. face-to-face is so much simpler.

BUT, then again, sometimes, i just dont know what to say when i see faces. i am oh so not a people person. hurhurhur.

OKAY. im out.