i am sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry. i know no matter how many times i say, it wouldnt be enough. but i just cant sit back and see you like that. you are my best friend. my bestest ever. i want you to lead a happy life. a life happier than mine. you cant suffer like that. you can never.

i feel so freaking bad now. i know you will be crying like crazy. i know i know. im sorry. i really am. i dont even know if im doing the right thing. what if what i think isnt that? what if what i did just ruined any chance they have left?

im sorry. i love you girl. no matter what. please forgive me. im sorry for making you cry. really am.