haha. i got that from eugene! mm. i was just talking to some people. not that it actually helps improve the situation or anything, its actually nice and heartwarming, to know that there are people out there for me. concerned about me, stuffs like that. and yes even the stalker. hahah. aside the stalking thing, i cant deny theres concern beneath that. so i thank every single one. you are the people who keep me going when im so lost and tired. i just knew it was the right thing to turn to you! (:

im actually currently tapping on other people's network noww. so im praying this would post successfully!

lets see.. its already friday, AND I HAVENT STUDIED MUCH! all ive done is kinda finished maths at least, and micro econs chapt1-3! OMG. im so so so so dead. i have like 5 more chapters of micro, and 7 more chapters of macro to go ): sian. i just cant get past chapt4 of micro! sickeningly turn-off i tell you. haha. yesterday i was so in the mood to study, i finished chapts 1-3 in like, 1plus hour. then i flipped to chapt 4, and my brain switched off automatically. LOL. wa really. and today because it was raining sooo heavily in the morning, i couldnt get myself up to go to the library! miraulously, xueting also texted me to tell me she wasnt coming today. like, fated sia. hahahahha! so now im at home, enjoying the comfort of my bed, teevee, and laptop.

ohohoh! talking about teevee. tmr's officially the last day of our scv stb! lol. what a shame. the unofficial one in the dining room doesnt have the recording functionnnn. ): plus it cant read chinese characters, cant check the schedule of other programs, cant see multiple channels at once, and its freaking placed inside the dining room! so small! only one sofa there. the other place is taken up by the desktop , wardrobe, bookshelf, ironing board and everything else! tsk. the only only good thing is the unlimited channels. ah sigh. the opportunity costs ): OHWELLLL!

im still sick! quite sick actually. it goes from bad to worse! now im coughing as if im trying to get some internal organs out. seen two doctors alreadyyyy. NOT-HELPING-AT-ALL! sometimes i wonder if they did something to the cough mixture. from an occasional dry cough to like a pneumonia/tuberculosis cough in a span of one weeeek! ): horrible.

enoughhh. im getting back to my manga. goodbye! (:

If you have to live with uncertainty, you may as well pursue what you care about deeply.