yess. i havent blogged in awhile. i was on a hitatus break from midsems! which i totally screwed CRA and BC due to careless and stupid errors enough to make me bang my head against the wall and die on the spot. FOT and AA was alright, except for a few careless mistakes here and there, yet again. stupid la. my eyes ah. have to grow bigger and read clearer i tell you. if not someday i might just decide to poke them all out or something. haha.

nothing much. its the holidays! saturday wasnt much. had dinner to celebrate fathers' day in advance for my grandpa, seeing my aunt was going to leave for paris soon. im greeen with jealousy. she just got back from New Zealand and Australia after spending 9weeks there. now she's going to spend another 3 months to Paris. nz was to see her dearest daughter and my best beloved cousin alicia. aussie was to visit my aunt&her family who migrated there long ago. Paris is half work half boyfriend. she has a french boyfriend you see. hahah. kay random.

im still lamenting over the fact that i cant go cruising nor genting with them BECAUSE OF PROJECTS AND INTERNSHIP! this is irritating. im supposed to happily head along to cruise with them on wednesday, but i told them i cant confirm cos i might have projects! so mama said i might as well dont go, incase i cant finish my projects ): then she asked me if i could make it to genting during my long holidays. the 2mths break. and i happily told her yes! only to remember the horrendous fact that i have BLOODY INTERNSHIP. this is saddening. very saddening ): i need to emo. i better get good results for project sia. if not im killing myself for missing the cruise trip. pfft.

tmr's project. tuesday's project. wednesday's project. wow. lets GOOOOOOOO!

hello.

its edric's birthday!
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY EDRIC!

its joshua's birthday!
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY JOSHUA!

okay. thats all. we're going out soon to celebrate edric's birthday. i shall blog again, when i find the time and mood to. :D these few days were hectic. projects everyday. oh wow how interesting. kay thats all. bye.

oh i forgot to mention. papa's taking my laptop to repair. :D FINALLY. might not be blogging for some time. not that i do very often nowadays, but still. yea. lol.


im getting freaking irritated at my computer. my webpage doesnt load. my system hangs. my programs lag. AND I CANT REFORMAT THAT STUPID THING. im freaking annoyed. maybe the weather contributes. BUT WHATEVER. im still unhappy. NOT HAPPY AT ALL. irritating piece of shit. RAWRR.






its 530am in the morning.
im as calm as a bee.
WHY WHY WHY!
WHY AM I NOT PANICKING!

irritating sia. then later go school suddenly everything duno.
kay i'l go prepare to go school now.
im reaching early to meet baby!
maybe i'll panic on the bus.

or actually i should have more faith in myself.
ah whatever.
im just praying the results of today wouldnt spoil my mood for tax.
bye.