and so, its the holidays.

been coming back home late for the past few days, resulting in a series of saliva spitting scoldings. HAHA. not exactly saliva spitting la. but yea. you get my point. lol. ohwell. busy week next week tooo. with all the camps and stuffs.

SO, wednesday marked the end of our exams. coooool. had ig meeting then went with xm to siglap for supper! we were all supposed to meet at 930, but we both reached super early please! think it was only 830 when we reached. lolol. so we went to slack at starbucks waiting for the rest. pohsiang came at around 915, then ann&minghua joined us at 930. planned to eat at hongkong cafe. but a unanimous decision of not being hungry led us all to ice cream chef! so cool. first time eating there. luckily thou, we were just in time for their last order. haha. niceee. after eating we walked back towards hkcafe and junhao joined us. and then, we ate again. LOL. was in the mood for it, so i ate soft boiled eggs there. woah so nice. ive only recently learnt to appreciate soft boiled eggs. HAHA. and it was joanne who taught me i think. COOOOL. :D went back home at 12, while the guys all headed to pohsiang's house for overnight mahjong.

THURSDAY. hmm. woke up at 12. basically wasted the whole morning. but woah. damn shiok. it feels like so long since i last woke up that late, lazed around that much, and felt soooo relaxed. im loving my holidays :D went out in the evening thou. met them at cityhall and watched Wall.E. ITS DAMN CUTE PLEASE. hahhahaha. seriously! walle&eeva. both of them are lovess. hahahha. super cute. people like huikuoon and alicia should watch it. oh. erwin too. hahaha. damn sweet. :D

today is a day for me to restt. the rest are going for midnight show later at eHub. HAHA. duno. i wanna watch that show! dammit. but sadly so, i cant go. SIGH. and since they're going to watch it already later, i have lesser choices of people the next time i want to. BORING. kay. i shall go source for people, somehow. haha. im going to collect my pay later. like, FINALLY! YES! hahaha. daaaamn long already la. im just glad they're still keeping it for me. lol. coool. then maybe get a haircut, and my coloured contacts. woohoo. right. i'l go bathe now then set out already. TATA! im going to be 500bucks richer when i come back. so cool. hahaha. $.$

[2.52pm]


EXAMS ARE SOO OVER!!!
its time to party babes.
:D :D :D

just woke up. SHIOK. i wonder how long its been since i last woke up this late! plus the fact i slept at 4. Im So Lovin' This (: (: (: im supposed to go collect my APRIL pay later. HMM. feeling a little too lazy for that. BORING. i need to plan my days ahead. if not im wasting my holidays man. totally.

kay. im super free now. ASK ME OUT! get my lazy ass outta my bed thankyouverymuch. :D cherhuikuoon! i want to meet up with you! askme! mememememe!

[12.23pm]


IM SO NOT STUDYING!
RAWRR.

feel so unaccomplished today.
finished business organisation and contract law ONLY.
i aim to complete my neggligence by tonight.
oh! i did abit of pca toooo.
cos scott&leslie called me to ask about it xD
thats why i love studying with people.
when they ask questions, you learn.
COOOOL.

oh crap.
i realised im supposed to do cashflow question for leslie.
HAHA. nevermind. he has church!
which means ive still got some more time left.
but! i dont feel like doing.
SIGH.
okay. i need to do it.
crap im talking to myself.
hallelujah. God Bless Me.

[10.02pm]


HOHOHO. im back, AGAIN!
papa's still not back yet :D
but okay. thats beside the point.
was surfing friendster,
gazillion years since i went in anyways.
found some bulletin.

HILARIOUS.
i swear i didnt know anything about that before.
haha. but frankly, its only one person's point of view.
dont know how true it is,
but if it is, think ive been doing the wrong way for waaay too long already
:D
dont hate me! lol.
i'l do better, next time. but i hope for it to just happen once more,
and last forever. :D :D :D

kay! i slept whole day already.
never study.
SIGH.
okay. shall go pack my notes.
read thru abit, then sleep for the day.
SO TIRED!
ive been a good girl kay!
sleeping early these few days.
11pm. (:

GOGOGO!
5 more freaking days and it'l be all over.
I HOPE THE OTHER PAPERS WILL BE BETTER!
im praying.

[9.23pm]


PAPA NOT AT HOME,
and i found my lappy xD

today marks the start of all our papers.
damn CMA.
it was screwed.
damn scared. =/

okay. i shall go nap now.
weather so nice.
law chanting later.
SIGH ):

[2.56pm]


HAHA.
i told mama to confiscate my lappy.
literally lock it up and never let me get near it.
BUTBUTBUT.
why am i still coming online?!
SIGH. she said its a sunday night,
i deserve some reward. HAHA.
bullshit.
okay. i requested. cos i wanted to go print some stuffs.
=/

up till now, ive only 3/4 completed bfin.
like, WOAH. thats..pathetic. SIGH.
okay. i gotta get back to studying soon.
):
im seriously running outta time.

ily. dont doubt that

[9.57pm]


NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

i swear saturdays are just so NOT for studying. especially the weather! omg. its rainng whole day long! so nice! so cooling! so sleepy! YAWNS.

woke up at 11plus 12. HAHA. so there goes my library trip. wont have space already. so i slacked around till abt 2 then started studying. watched the table tennis bronze playoff match. hongkongVSjapan. HAHA. i swear its hilarious. TOTALLY. papa was super super agitated. he almost wanted to fly over just to give that japan girl a slap on the face. LOL. so terrible. but really la. quite rude. she was staring and staring and staring. im seriously looking fwd to the match for bronze japanVSkorea. if i were that hongkong girl i think i'l just go there and SMILE at her. HAHA. really lo! i think that'l work k. hehe. so annoying right. damn. think im getting from bad to worse nowadays. i must remind myself not to be so bad already. IMMA NICE GIRLLADY (:

studied till 4. okay la. kinda finished up bfin already. left the last part. took a one hour break, and here i am! lol. now got tennis. safinaVSsome cheena girl. seriously. i dont believe safina will lose. BUT, seeing that the cheena girl beat willams, there just might be a possibility there. hoho. plus the fact that safina keeps making sucidal attempts by faulting, she just might win. lol. OHWELL.

and its 5! ive got to get back studying. but theres no one to tell me! damn. i need to be more self diisciplined. SIGHS. okay. i shall finish watching this game, then go back studying. safina will win the game, provided she wins this set. deuce now. so exciting (: praying hard safina doesnt commit sucide again.

[5.05pm]


HAHA. i just finished watching the olympics for table tennis. we secured either a silver or gold already. lol. the commentator was like going, first medal since 1965. HAHAHA. which implies we never got any. lol. super sacarstic. hilarious! :D

but the match was really damn interesting lah. the one with Feng Tian Hui against the korean girl. WOAH. damn damn daaaamn nice. you all should watch the replay if you have the chance to. lol. korea's damn good too. that last game would be the game of the season i swear. hahaha.

watched tt game with mama. she was poking me. then i told her to stop poking me. and she said very long never talk to me already. lolol. cos she said im going home so late everyday. but! even if i go home earlier also nobody home lo. haha. might as well spend my time with friends right! lol. go home see the 4 walls only. like so pathetic. HAHA.

okay. i shall play and havoc today. TOMORROW. mug mug mug. im going to mug like crazy. but firstly, i need to go find all my loose notes out first. go dig. hahaha. (: kay! thats all. byebye.

[6.48pm]





HAHA. okay. previous post removed at request. heeeheee. but okay la. you 2 are damn cute please. haha. (:

i remember i thought of something to blog about this morning! sadly so i cant recall anything. SIGH. normal day today. after pca had like, 5hr break. damn dumb. it was supposed to be 2hours only. but counting in law lecture and lunch time, its freaking 5. lol. yea. stayed back to help with collection of the bintan deposits and everything for awhile, then went off with them to eat lunch.

came back to school then went to lib lvl9 to study. WOW. ive never ever been there. i thought it was for staff only! and apparently it is. haha. but yea. they just ignored it. coooool. hehe. so quiet! but! we got chased away in the end too. sian. went to some random seats outside the lts and started playing bridge&stress. hahaha. COOL. im loving stress. much nicer than bridge. but one downside is its un-userfriendly. hahah. only 2 can play at once. OHWELL. (:

cma was alright. damn. its either my answers or the question's problem. all my answers were wrong! and totally off please. omg. i rmb we borrowed the library's one, which was a different edition book, to do. HOW DID I KNOW THE QUESTIONS ARE DIFFERENT?! all my theory questions are right la please. sian. i need to go redo all already. and if the questions are all the same, recommend me a nicer wall to bang. =S

CMA MAINS IS NEXT FRIDAY! WTHWTHWTHWTH. and mr.chanseetmeng said: "i just realised its not an easy paper. its going to be very hard you know? i think your results at the end would be one grade lower than your coursework." omg. haha. ok la so the last sentence wasnt said to us. but he told malcom's class! lolol. then vanessa said malcom got D for coursework, which would turn out to be an F if what he said was true. HAHAHA. we were laughing like mad please. lolol. oh! reminds me. leslie was telling me he came up with this with his brother the other day.

A- Acceptable
B- Bad
C- Crap
D- Dreadful
F- F***

HAHAHA. hilarious please. lol. its just so leslie to come up with this lo. sian. i think i got alot of crap. think i need to crap less. HAHA. wth lol. okay. thats all for today. need to chiong already. tmr no school! three cheers! but got date with library. 10am. bu jian bu san. SIAN. nvm. after this can slack already. gogogo! (:

[8.25pm]


terribly horrible headache.

i typed one whole paragraph, then decided it was too whiny. HAHA. forgive me. i realise i procrastinate abit too much these days. SIGH. whats happening to me?!

ok to cut short, ive got a stupid headache, which caused me to sleep at 9, wake up at 11, and not be able to go back to sleep again. DAMN. and i when i went into the kitchen to get panadol, i hit my head against the stupid open cupboard door on top, which i opened to get the pills. woah super dumb. lol. not fully awake i guess. duno la. in the end also didnt get to take my panadols. wasted 5 pills during my unsuccessful attempts at crushing them. HMM. eh no eh. i tried to swallow one, but regretted horribly after that. im practically inducing self vomit. lol. madness. whatever.

so ta-da! here i am now, at this unearthly hour. realise ive been sleeping earlier these few days, which might be a good thing thou (: really tired, and God knows why. sian.

and i thought everything was settled. seems not.

ive got quite alot else to say thou. but im tired already. of everything. i dont know. dont want to think already. it just makes whatever is already very complicated even more complicated. seriously! SIGH. ):

oh anyways, i think i need new songs. my itunes keep replaying all the same old songs. i need to watch mtv soon. lol.

[11.53pm]


this song super reminds me of daniel. haha. so long since i last talked to him!! he always lets me listen to lishengjie's song whenever im with him. SIGH. he hasnt been talking to me alot since he got his new gf. haha. idiot. kinda miss my cousin daniel. abit wierd thou. HAHA. BUT! nvm. dont jealous. i miss alicia more xD

i realise ive been going out with very random groups of people these days! haha. madness.

lets see..
monday: went to tm after cas test with jo, panda, yongwen, pohsiang, junhao, edric, weekwang, kelvin, scott, minghua. hmm. i cant remember anymore. should still have one more of yongwen's friend, whose name i duno xD

tuesday: ig meeting after class all the way.

wednesday: cycling at ecp with yongwen, ann, pohsiang, junhao. after that we joined calendar, ken and pokchiang for Money No Enough 2. hope i spelt everyone's name correctly! (:

thursday: movie at cs with jo, junhao, eric, bob, edric, weekwang, kelvin. watched Love Guru. i practically threw my 8bucks down the drain la. haha. didnt understand like 3/4 of the show. OHWELL. lol.

friday: going out later to marina. jo woke me up at 9 just for that. SIGH. haha. but i predict its going to be one whole random bunch again. cos since jo asked, so i think its going to be our 01 clique. now im asking junhao they all along, which is our 03 clique. how cool.

haha. not bad eh. i think we quite happenning xD the other day tanpohsiang was talking about a chalet during the hols. HAHA. talk talk talk. in the end we were like going. FORGET IT LAH! so troublesome. lets just go pohsiang house. the guys can dota we can play mahjong. HAHA. damn cool. im loving my class xD

oh and, below are the pathetic photos of ecp cycling that day (:

hahaha. yeap. thats about all. the rest of the photos also cmi la. lol. we forgot to take a group photo! sigh. next time must remember. today! i'l bring my camera again. lets take some good photos xD

[11.55am]

COOOOOOOL.

so i went for cycling in the end. HAHA. i couldnt possibly leave ann there to die on her own now could i. damn fun. damn tired. damn sticky. damn dirty.

ive got loads to blog! actually not that much la. but some funny things (: too tired. shall go bathe, do bfin tut, sleep. 9am tmr. OMG. madness. i shouldve done my tut ytd. saves me so much time now. SIGH. okay nevermind. gogogo!

thou shalt update thy blog again the next day

look forward to pictures! quite pathetic la. but better than nothing :D

[11.04pm]


tuesday was alright. i think i forgot to set my alarm. woke up at 730, stared at the clock for 2minutes, reality struck, and i rushed to prepare. haha. atually thinking again, i think my alarm rang. i offed it i think. HMM. die. i think i need to change my position of my hp alr. im always off-ing my alarm without realising it. haha. maybe i'l put it on the other end of my bed. xD

reached school at around 20mins late. pca was okay. damn. i need to really go revise already. having missed tutorial this week, i was super lost. hohoho. im still debating whether to crash 02's pca lesson this friday at 9 with jh. then after that we can go for bfin lect at 11, and have our law at 3. HMM. but! its 9! omg. freaking early. lol. shall see how.

after pca was law. revision lecture. the best one ive ever been to up till now, and i believe its going the be the best ever. HAHA. awesome! :D :D :D for once, i love the law lecturer. hahaha. went to eat prata after lecture. and as usual, bridge. lol. the prata took super long! HMM. okay. no comments. haha. cma tut was after lunch.

went for ig meeting at 5 after cma. WOAH. im daaaaamn lucky. haha. we went up lvl5 to drop our bags in the room, then xm&me went down to cheers to grab some stuffs to munch on for the looooooooong meeting. settled for cup noodles. put my wallet and hp at the side, then fiddled with my cup noodles, filling hot water and everything. when we finished, i took the cup noodles with 2 hands, and WALKED OFF. hahahaha. madness. we went back upstairs, went into the room, then i turned to xm. i said, you know what? i think i left my wallet and hp downstairs. she asked where. i said cheers. LOL. after saying that, reality struck and i ran back downstairs. hahaha. dont know why but my brain's always a little slower in processing shocking stuffs like these. the alarm clock thing in the morning also. lol. so yeap. ran down, rushed to cheers, then this guy was waiting for me outside cheers. he returned me my hp and wallet!! omg. i swear i love him. he's soooo nice! haha. :D :D :D but xm that idiot. i went back up, the first thing she asked was my wallet got get back anot. she asked, the guy cute anot. lolol. stupid girl. but anyways, quite cute la. HAHA. crazy.

meeting proceeded on as usual. but! mygawd. i think im being too unglam these few days already! first was the arcade one, then now this. hahaha. we were deciding on the length of hose to buy for the wet games. so i said 15m was ALOT. me&my big mouth. hahaha. i claimed 1m can take 3 tables. then as proof, i went to lie down on the table to use my height to measure. LOL. super dumb i find. omg. what's with me?! haha. and that gave a chance for nsw to take photos again. -.- how great. haha.

meeting ended at around 8plus, then went home. ENDOFSTORY. (:

cycling later. dont think im going. its so dark here! think its going to rain already. which means, it might rain there later. duno la. shall see how. lol. xD

[11.06 am]


HAHAHA.

i had fun! fun fun fun fun fun!! seriously i swear. so long since i had so much fun and was that happy :D :D :D we sat the merry go round thing meant for kids, but yea. hahaha. i think its v sweet. duno how to describe. hmm. yeap. xD

scott took a video! hahaha. i think we look very, childish inside. HAHA. eh but cute leh i think. hahah. how often do you do such stuffs now lo! lol. its for memory's sake. think its very nice to have some funny things to look back to next time. kinda like all the videos taken at jo's house during new year's eve celebration. daaamn hilarious. ive watched it a million times and my head dropped off without fail everytime. laugh too hard alr. hahha. laugh my head off. LOL. okay sorry for the randomness. hahaha.

OKAY. maybe i will post the video, another day. daaamn tired. lol. but the arcade trip was fun today! think we made a right decision going there :D :D :D lets go back again (:

oh btw, CAS IS OFFICIALLY OVER (: one down, four to go. jiayou! GOGOGO! (: (: (:

[12.12pm]


OKAY. im taking a teensy weensy break now. shall resume at 11pm later.

been trying to find the fish video for leadership test tmr. we need to watch that, since we skipped the lecture that day due to accpac submission. HAHA. ohwell. but good thing we went for the GungHo one. way of the beaver, spirit of the squirrel and gift of the goose! haha. nt bad eh. my transformational leadership. luckily i did that part for presentation. it helps me to remember stuffs (: but sadly, only for that part lah. =S

i think, the more similar 2 individuals are, the more they wont get along. duno. i really think so eh. even leadership proves that. different personalities complements each other, or something along that line. HAHA. duno. random rant (:

oh and! i like my hair now you know! its super soft! :D i changed my shampoo. bought the new one from 02 skins while making my 9rounds around the hub yesterday. its supposedly rose smell but apparently all i smell is the water smell. =S haha but nvm. i think it works wonders. my hair is turning from grass to silk already. hahaha. hair literally died after the first time i dyed. ohwell.

jialing sent an email. i thought it was really nice (:

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?
I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart. if you don't, you might break theirs.
Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do.
It does it on its own, when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?
Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much.
for fear that the other person does not care as much,
or even at all.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone,
because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid.
afraid of what we don't know,
afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie,
the thing we fear grows stronger.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.
Don't be a person who has to look back,
and wonder what they would have done,
or could have had.
*What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?
*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

yeap. FYI, its just a pure email, which i thought to be meaningful, which im very sure it applies to loads out there. lol. please dont come asking me if i like anyone or whatever, cos thats beside the point already. haha. thankyouverymuch! :D

ohoh! andand! leslie's super cute la. i think they're tgt already. HAHA. damn obvious pleasee. he's daaamn cute! hahahaha. and i think, my korkor got gf also! either that or he just likes someone. no idea. must find sometime to talk to him already. show my concern. HAHA. (: (: (:

kay. thats all. omg its 11 already. and i havent got my rest! okay. i shall study a little more, then wake up at 4am, again. dammit i hate the exam periods. i have to wake up so early to study!! ): nothings going in. SIGH.

[11.11 pm]