AHHH.
i wasted the whole day today!!
T.T
didnt do ANYTHING yet.
sigh.

oh and i changed my song!
was mourning over my screwed-up-law-test yesterday then itunes played this.
LOL.
abit emo la. but still nice!
its nice to hear when ure having a bad day (:
i'l change it la. soon enough.
too emo for me, i think. haha.

righttt. back to work!
after this episode. :D

i dont know what ure thinking anymore

[7.22pm]


TO DO LIST
1. highlight and cross reference PCA part2.
2. content page for PCA.
3. individual leadership assignment.
4. BOE proposal.
5. attendance list for yr1 sub&main
6. attendance list for yr2 sub
7. call siautian to cfm 10 referees.
8. collate names of ppl for CARE & create attendance list
9. research CAS prj theory.
10. rephrase LAW prj.
11. mourn for LAW test.
12. PCA tutorial
13. look for school uniform to wear for AGM
14. COLLECT PAYCHECK! 500 bucks okay.
15. sleep.

you see! so many things! ): and most are due on monday. sighs.
OH DAMN. reminds me. i missed PCA lecture this week,
and i havent copied it yet. how great.
thinking on a brighter side, thats one thing less to do!
mm. (:

still cant find my uniform! omg. i remembered i happily threw mine away on the last day of school. hahah. but thats only 1 set! mm.. i rmb i still have one more set thou.. maybe i threw it away too. AHHH. die. need it by 7th JULY. omg. even hk doesnt have one to lend! haha. today xm was telling me we both borrow the guys one and wear. HAHAHA. damn cute please! eh i dont mind lo. for memory sake. lolol. ohwell. shall see how. (:

[1.25am]


its a beautiful saturday morning.

AND IM AWAKE AT 4AM STUDYING LAW.
what is this?!
dont like ):

nothings going inn.
and my tummy hurts like crazy.
i think its gastric. mm.
AHHH.

obiterdicta; quantummeruit; ratiodecidendi; contraproferendum rule

i totally gave up on memorising all the case studies.
only memorising for the 1st law of contracts!
which i think would be rendered useless for AILAC behind..

OHOH!
and i was informed yesterday that i needed to attend the AGM,
in secondary school uniform (:
...
where the hell do i get that?!
i think i threw it away, either that or its somewhere in the wardrobe stuck in a pile of mess.
btw, who even wears school uniform to school??
haha.
fine i agree that its nice,
getting us to wear that again. i can reminicise. :D :D :D
FINE. i shall go dig it out.
either that or borrow someone else's.
=/

OKAY. back to law.
wish me luck ):

[5.00am]


GREAT!

ive not started on law yet. didnt even TOUCH the paper.
omgomgomg.
cannot!
kay. i think i'l go flip thru abit.
you know, it totally sucks to have an exam right after term break
):

LAW LAW LAW.
contracts.
quantum meriut.
thats all i rmb. hahaha.

ohoh.
papa came in, saw my 2 lollipops,
scolded me.
LOL
he said to be careful of diabeties.
okay random. hahah.

2days INCLUDING today left to study! my gawd.
5chapters to memorise.
bye!

oh and, got 31 for CMA. damn. one mark more to A. very sad. ):

[10.11pm]


AHHHH.

i typed one whole page and its all GONE!
stupid connection.
okay im going out.
shall blog later.

[6.03pm]


i realised something. i tried to blog, everyday. but i stopped halfway, and didnt continue. LOL. so theres like, 3 drafts saved inside already. haha. funny. its only been 3days since i blogged. seems soooo long thou. ahhhwell.


hahaha. im in, quite a nice mood today (: the past few days i was worrying soooo much about pca!! i totally left the entire column blank k! haha. and papa was being superrr cute! cos i was worried, then i kept calling him. i meant like, i'l just go 'daaddyyyyyyy'. hahaha. just call like that for no reason. then whenever i do that, he'l just immediately say dont worryyy! you can do it one. lol. so everytime i went daddddyyyyyy, he'l reply that immediately. so sweet right! haha. so when i recieved my results, i was damn happy! he was the first i wanted to tell la! so i called home, but it was engaged! ok nvm. i got home, i realised its cos he's on the phone with mama. lolol. and when i told him my results he scolded me k! say i make him worry for nothing also. hahaha. andand! mama said she's going to reward me! *obediently sits in anticipation* :D :D :D


OHOH! edric got full marks k. omg its freaking full marks. hahahah. eeeee! i want your brain! how could you get full?! i want your DHL too. hahaha. ahdamn. we shouldve included you in our bet! then i'l earn another treat lo. tsk! lol.


went hongkong cafe at kovan for dinner yesterday. niceeeeee. saturday was pizza dinner. hahaha. i feel so..unhealthy. lol. so anyways, we went kovan cos papa decided it was time for me to change a pillow. haha. there was this pillow thats custom made to fit your neck support, shoulder width, whatever whatever. damn funny. its in a funny shape k. lol. ohwell. its supposedly, helping to improve my blood circulation since ive always trouble getting up. duno. cant walk straight nor see properly when i just wake up. i'l just keep falling down no matter how hard i try to stand up and walk. hahaha. need to sit for awhile first. LOL. i realise i have quite a few problems eh? ahwell. (:

ANDAND! i managed to skype with cousin yesterday!!! omg. you should take a look at her house. its practically HOTEL ok! two storeys, a garden, plasma tv, balcony with sea view. and most importantly, ITS COLD THERE! not hot, not humid, not stuffy, not sticky, not smelly! T.T i shouldve gone along lo. haha. i rmb the day cousin went off i was telling mama say i donwan study alr. donwan go uni. godmama went to hammer me because of that. LOL. she said thats what i get for saying things like that. haha. hilarious. they said maybe they'l get me over to study there tooooo! :D :D :D but! aiya. its impossible. papa wont ever let. haha. he fanices staying in comfort zone. ):

okayokay. enough already. the stupid blogger cocked up at didnt save my post just now. this is all i can rmb that i wanted to talk about. ahaha. shall blog again when i rmb anything (:

oh btw, im subcom head for ig. yea lol. thats all.

[8.25pm]


what more do i have to say?

T.T

daddy made a joke in the car. he said i shouldve stuffed myself into the luggage and went together. i dont mind kay. i'l pay for the extra 40kg excess weight. sigh.

however unwilling i might be, im handing her over to you shawn. you better not let me hear anything about her being bullied okay. fly or swim, i swear i'd hunt you down! ):

i need someone to hug and cry. T.T i need you.

byebye. ):


i woke up late today. lol. yes yes i know. tell me something new. hahaha.

supposedly meeting at 11. i woke up at 11.14, stared at the clock and wondered why my handphone was in my hands when it was supposed to be on the table beside and waking me up at 9. haha. i totally didnt hear the alarm can! omg. cannot cannot. i think i'l sleep earlier next time. like, 11 or something. :D my eyebags came back also la! after all the trouble i went to get rid of them ): so annoying. sighs. ohwell.

so reached school at 1230 liddat. then sat down to accpac. lol. the stupid GL. cannot take it u know! we can never ever seem to post it. everytime we do it, we open that stupid batch at least a humdred times to make amendments to it. hahaha. its sooooo annoying!! ROARS. if the company im going to work at in future isnt gonna use accpac, im.. going to kill myself. lol. go to all that trouble and im not putting my knowledge to use. haha. okayokay. think on the brighter side. i GAIN extra knowledge and there is a POSSIBILITY that my future company might use it. yesyes. i must believe. lol ok crap.

did accpac till like 2plus, got stuck at AP, couldnt take it, then we went to eat. lol. when we finished eating, went back, on-ed the comp, stared at it. hahaha. still couldnt do what! in the end we went over to the opposite lab to play bridge. LOL. it was super random please! haha. and i didnt expect them to have cards lo. lol. shifted back to our own lab aft that. forgot why thou. but i think, i was kinda reaaally noisy in there. lol. its quite quiet la. hahaha. cos there de ppl not accpac ppl. its others. lol. and i know how irritating noise can get when ure doing ure projects. SORRY!! =x

gave up at arnd 4 then we packed up. LOL. first time in history kay! so early. tsktsk. me,jo&ann went downtown east after that to watch a movie. watched Get Smart. hahahaha. its damn damn daaaamn hilarious! :D :D :D normally a show, would be hilarious at some parts, serious at some parts. this one? its hilarious from beginning till end. hahahaha. SUPER NICE KAY. go catch it :D ohoh! Hiro from Heroes was also inside. i didnt know he could actually speak english that properly. hahaha. too used to his jap accent in Heroes alr. lol.

next one i wanna watch is zohan! it seems like a funny show too. lol. Shaolin Girl sounds like a waste of money and The Happening is about global warming which doesnt sound appealing at all. haha. no horror lo. so long since ive last watched a horror movie. eh actually, i dont think ive actually watched horror movies in theatres itself. LOL. very rarely la. mostly i'l download then pull someone to watch it with me or something. haha.

we ate SuperDog after the movie. i didnt know there was one there! haha. i thought only Vivo had. mm. lol. chatted quite abit after that. ahhhh. so long since i last heard jo's voice. really long since we 3 last sat down to chat tgt like that too. lol. talked about loooooadsa stuffs. and i realised jo's the same! we would only talk to our cousin about our own reeeeeally personal stuffs. and the reason's the same too can! cos we're both very close to our cousins and our cousins are all guys and only that cousin is a girl. haha. duno la. ppl ask me why. but its like, not that i dont have anyone to trust la. more of, like, dont feel all that comfortable talking about it. lol. i trusted people, once. but i got betrayed. a blabbermouth i told, a regret of mine. hahaha. OKAY. enough. lol.

reached home at 10plus. endoftheday. haha.

tomorrow! big day ): was talking to weekwang about my cousin yesterday. and i cried in front of my computer. T.T and i felt stupid again after crying. lol. see la! this is the 3rd time you made me cry alr kay! i predict the airport will be floooooded tmr lo. okay. i shant cry tmr. i go home hug bolster and cry in my pillow. T.T

7.50pm flight. 19hours 15minutes more. byebye. ):

[12.35am]


KAY. im free now to blog i guess. haha. kay! lets start from mondayy..

PROJECT WAS CANCELLED! happy happy happy!! but! kinda spoilt my plans for mango sales la. ): hahaha. nvm. i got to go out with cousin. thats all that matters (: we had a great time shopping can! until she made me practically wail while walking through bugis street. ok fine. exaggeration. butbut! seriously! she's the first and last person to make me cry while walking thru BUGIS kay! tsktsk. ALICIA TAN HUI SIAN! cant you just pack me in your luggage and bring me too?? i promise i'l lose weight!! ): OHOH! another one. hilarious. as you all very well know i dont like carrying bags. hahaha. so i dumped my stuffs into her bag that day. IN THE END, i took everything but my key back!!! T.T then nobody at home. sigh. so i went to the fountain to sit. really nice. (: it was 6plus, so it wasnt too bright nor too dark. i was enjoying myself so much k! until some idiots came over. haha. hate it. ohwell. i was locked outside until 8plus k! lol. but this time not my fault. hahaha. not i nv bring key ho! i brought! just that i forgot to take it back :D improvement!

tuesday, i was kinda totally useless. 2 projects clashed. leadership and cas. but seeing i was the one who booked the others for leadership first, i concentrated on that. butbut! i was totally distracted la. not in the mood to do. tried to help with cas, but i knew nuts about what was going on. T.T omg. it was a totally disappointing day. SIGH. ohwell. ):


wednesday, reached school at 9. LOL. yesyes i know. what a miracle right. seeing project starts at 11. haha. i was feeling guilty about not doing anything, so yea. i thought reaching thr early to start doing would kinda help. turns out not. didnt do anyth much also lo! ): i woke up for NOTHING! haha. two hours leh! its 2 hours of sleep! i can dream alot you know. hahahhaa. kelvin joined me at 10plus thou. he's one funny person can. AND YES I KNOW URE READING. hahaha. crazy! prj start 11 so early come school. in the end all his prj ppl were late too i think. hahaha. either that or i think they forgot. lol. poor thing. leadership prj went alright la. not actual submission anyways. no worries! (:


went to find my cas ppl aft leadership ended at around 12plus. they were on the verge of bursting already can. hahaha. damn cute. but okay la. accpac, need to be more careful lo. if not u'l end up redo-ing the whole thing. speaking of which, i think i caused weekwang's group to redo. LOL. im really really sorry. i wanted to check answers only!! very sorry!! ): oh and i think, its best not to disturb a person when they are doing accpac. everyone was super fierce can!! omg. in the end i only dared to ask mingxuan questions. cos he was caaaaaalm. hahaha. so i ended up bugging and bugging him with questions. =/ sorry! but he was a greeeeeeat help la :D


oh and, jo was doing her prj today also. she was telling us about some stuffs. lol. dont know la. i thought he changed for the better! haha. duno la. didnt like him from the start. whats this lo! cheating others feelings, is the worst of what a MAN can do okay. i think ure not even a man. ure a baby. ok no. baby is too cute for u. i think....ure like...a spoilt brat. ah yes! spoilt brat suits you. lol. stop going around cheating people's feelings like that la! its not funny, nor is it fun. please give girls the respect they deserve thankyou (:


mm. i think im getting super mean these days. but no im not doing to strike that paragraph out. i think you deserve that scolding. lol. i believe, there are loads who would willingly slap your face okay.

ok i think its not such a happy post anymore, so i shall end with a smile. HAHAHA.

:D :D :D

[9.15pm]


ive got like, TONNES to blog about. like so long never blog already! haha.

BUTBUT! im soo very sorry. still got loads to do. today's project was a total FAILURE. didnt help at all. ): im so sorry. didnt be of any use to either leadership or cas. VERY SORRY! T.T feel so..bad. so i volunteered to take home the whole leadership to see if i could add more stuffs in. haha. and i told myself i would finish law by tonight. OMG. like, im never ever going to accomplish that kay. haha. its already 11.30 now. kay i decided i shall go school at 9am tmr. supposedly meeting at 11. lol. but since ive to arrive early in the first place to get the key to the room first, it doesnt really make much of a difference now doesnt it. haha.

OKAY. i think im going to get my sausage mcmuffin again tmr. (: ANY TAKERS? hahaha. 9am. lets go!

oh and its still not too late. HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDRIC! got one more minute kay. hahaha.

[11.59pm]


haha. such an eventful day. shant elaborate.

she called me, we had a long talk. lol. duno. but seriously. what i think is, you need serious reflection. haha. talk about being selfish. talk about being anti social. tell me more about it girl. ahwell. we shall see as it goes. oh relax. im staying put, at least for now. wont be long thou. ive got better things to spend my time on than this. thats for sure.

ok im sorry. that sounded mean. but really. i think you need to wake up. im very sorry ):

OHOH! i cut my hair alr you know! (: (: (: butbut! everyone who saw says its no different lah! ): think its cos i only cut my fringe. cut alot can! my heart was dripping in blood when the person was cutting. haha. ohwell. nvm. wait till the day my hair grows longer. im waiting to curl it :D :D :D i want my curls! big big wavy curls. then i'l look more mature too. BWAHAHAHA. haha.

tmr's fathers dayyy. i havent got my present yet! OMGG. howhowhow. ok i shall go dream about a solution. hahaha. kk going off. byebye.

[1.01am]


i wanted to blog about today.

but im having gastrics. so i guess its time for me to sleep. lol.
maybe i shall continue tmr (:

[2.19am]


so my haircut didnt go as planned. BOOHOOS! ):

cant help. project took longer than i expected. sighs. butbutbut! nvm! im very proud of ourselves. WE FINISHED PCA ALREADY! cooooool. hahaha. not bad. kinda split the work today. they concentrated on law while i did the final touchups on pca. filling in the blanks and everything. hahaha. we'l also be about done for law when i finish my part. im supposed to look through and rephrase the WHOLE freaking thing. lol. i guess i dont need to sleep tonight already. nvm! we shall jiayou. i almost wanted to just jump from the window of the lib when i completed pca. hahahaha. i shall finish my law, and feel as proud :D kinda stressed thou. 10marks just on language you know! sighs. this is the time for you to miss having leslie in you group. HAHA. (:

OHOH! and i swear im never ever going to bring my laptop to school again unless really necessary. freaking heavy!! omg. my hands almost broke just from carrying it. haha. seriously! luckily there was weekwang in the morning and minghua in the afternoon. LOLOL. if not for them i would've died-ed already. hahaha. thankyouthankyou!!! :D :D :D i realise i rely on people quite alot. hmm. okay. i shall depend more on myself from now on (:

kay. back to law. ohmymy. i remember we were so desperate for answers that we called the ministry itself to get answers. minghua was referred to a total of THREE people before we got what we wanted. PLUS the person wasnt that sure also lo. hahaha. but we used that answer anyways. this shows how desperate we were. lolol.

righhttto. enough of crap. i must continue rephrasing already. seeyou! everyone jiayou for projects (:

[9.05pm]


duno. been pondering over some stuffs.

kay i just spent, one whole hour typing a whole load of stuffscrap out, then i decided to delete it all away. HAHA. okay. crap crap crap. its all crap.

i dreamt again this morning! a sweet dream. LOL. cant really rmb thou. but normally, the more i think about certain stuffs esp stuffs like that, it tends NOT to happen. sighs. sad right ): kay. i wont think about it anymore.

HOHOHO. im supposed to be in korea next week lo! tsktsk. but i couldnt go cos of all the freaking projects. T.T and im in a mood for lollipops! im staring at the lollipop thats on display inside my display shelf but i cant eat it! :3 lollipop lollipop lollipop. i want my lollipop! :3

haha. okay im being kinda irritating here. byebye.

ohoh! i want a haircut too! (: think i'l cut it tmr aft prj. teeheees.

[9.01pm]


my holidays are like, totally spoilt already can!! T.T

monday: investmentclub meeting at school.
tuesday: investmentclub meeting at school.
wednesday: interestgroup meeting at school.
thursday: project meeting at school.
friday: project meeting at school.

next tuesday: cds project meeting at school.
next wednesday: cds project meeting at school.
next saturday: cousin's leaving ):

this, is what i call, pathetic ):

what kind of a holiday is this!! and when i went to school today, i was very kindly reminded by yunkwang that theres law test right after school reopens. it sucks. haha. and i havent even studied okay! he's already memorising one chapter a day. and im like, whhhaaaat?! hahaha. super pro la he. kaykay. so lets say, im devoting 4days to studying law. THERE GOES MY HOLIDAYS. and i havent even shopped yet!!! gss you know ): very terribly horribly sad ): ): ):

lets talk about yesterday. went to watch panda. hilarious!! hahaha. its damn cute i swear. esp the part where the panda tried to see its own toes by getting over the hurdle of its own big flabby stomach. lol. super cute!!!! awwww (: but i think ah, we quite no life. haha. wallao. we went TOWN. and we sat there playing bridge. omg. hahaha. its TOWN. why do we play bridge?! lolol. i think those people are already at the stage where they are seriously addicted. i mean, its fun! but! its not school or whatever. town is where you walk shop play and have fun. not the cards fun. hahaha. my perception lah. (: but seriously. omg. everyone's playing bridge wherever they go. lol. seriously! tsktsk.

ohoh! next i wanna watch is chronicles of narnia. (: (: (: OK! i shall aim to watch that before school reopens. haha. hopefully next monday then. possibility highest that day that i'l be free! :D cos the rest arent free to do prj that day, so im assuming i wont have any. crossing fingers! (: maybe i'l go watch alone if nobody's free to watch.. hahaha. ok so i wont. lol. so loner. dont like that feeling. kay set. im pulling cousin along. ALICIA! free up your monday next week k? you can meet me here to fix godmama's psp then follow me to collect my pay then go out. HAAHAHA. im sucha genius. that way we can do everything we need, and shop! haha (: (: (:

OHOH! andand! i dreamt again last night. its something about exams. dreamt that like, today was supposed to be cma exam or something. its thursday. then for some reason its postponed to friday, which was pca. so we all thought pca was postponed to saturday also, for whatever reasons i duno. haha. so yea, studied for cma only lo. and when friday came, we realised that its actually both exams tgt. so die lor. just take the exam. in the exam hall, msgohyanpeng announced that she was only working until the end of the week, which was that day. endofstory. LOLOL. i mean, there might be continuation lah, but thats all i remembered. it took me like the whole day just to rmb this okay! i never remember dreams. but wierd lei. ive been having stupid dreams like these for the past few days and i miraculously REMEMBER them! ohno. its a sign. haha. but i duno what sign isit.! ohnonono. i fear for my law test. hahahaha. ok crap.

kay la. im bored. rotting to death already. meeting today ended surprisingly early. AHHH. dont feel like going to the meeting tmrrr. ohwell ):

[5.02pm]

i had the wieeeeerdest dream ever.

cant really remember the details though. but its something like our whole family went to newzeland too. but we went there without arranging properly beforehand. such as like, i didnt have a school to go. was practically rotting in some hotel everyday. so after a few days, i decided it wasnt a solution so went to talk to papa and mama. then they said behind our house theres this design or arts school and they asked me to enroll there. hahahaha. i was practically crying and crying and refusing to go there. then they asked me what i want. i said i want accounts. HAHAHA. totally hilarious. seriously. i tell you this is the aftereffect of studying too much okay. woke up remembering this dream and started laughing at myself. hahahha. super random dream i tell you. kinda rare that i remember my dreams anyhows, so, yeap (:

im supposed to be in school at 1030. i woke up at 11plus. my alarm clock didnt ring!! OKAYOKAY. i mean, its kinda obvious that i somehow threw my handphone to shut the alarm off right. lol. but seriously! i have totally no recollection of it ringing AT ALL kay. tsktsk. i think ive gotta do something about it sooooon.

gg out later with them. my new class ppl. lol. it was supposed to be a class outing lo. in the end only 5 of us going. ): damn sad can. haha. OHWELL. nvm. we'l still have fun (:

(Sorry seems to be the hardest word)

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you’re not there?

What I got to go to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it’s all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It’s sad, so sad
It’s a sad, sad situation.
And it’s getting more and more absurd.
It’s sad, so sad
Why can’t we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It’s sad, so sad
It’s a sad, sad situation.
And it’s getting more and more absurd.
It’s sad, so sad
Why can’t we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. Sorry

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

i heard it on tv yesterday. pinguan sang that. super nice. (:

[1.14pm]

thats exactly what i feel now. so, i dont need any help :D

thanks anyways. i really appreciate it. but im fine really (:

holidays.

WOOHOO!
hahah. but like, quite sad eh.
its just 2 weeks only.
hmm. i duno. but i forsee nothing good.

firstly, projects are pilling up wayyyyy high.
secondly, theres loads to be settled for investment club.
thirdly, alicia's leaving.

i swear, i would cry my lungs out. T.T
she's my only best beloved cousin.
she was the one who was always there for me.
she was the one who cheered me up when i was sad.
she was the one who would specially go all the way to vivo with me just cos i wanted to get ONE item.
she was the one who would listen to all my rants without a single complaint.
she was the ONLY one i had 1oo% confidence in.
she was the one who trusts me 1oo% too.
she was the one who i could confide in without worries. the only one.

now she's leaving. not coming back already. ):
eighteen years. i cant imgaine what will i do without u.
AND YOU! i still rmb you tried to poision my when i was young by feeding me powder.
hahahaha. maybe thats why im abit slow now -.-
you promised to bring me go clubbing when i turned eighteen kay.
how can u break your promise??
im going to miss you truckloads.

T.T

okay coming back. today, was alright la. didnt start the day very well thou. didnt study at all for cma, other than completing like, half of the mock test only. lol. so i planned to wake up at 6 to revise. snoozed my alarm from 5.30 till 8 :D :D :D i mean! haha. duno. just simply felt tooooo tired to wake upp. papa&mama tried to wake me up at 7. cos they normally wake up at that time, which by then, i'd be up and studying already. yea. but sad to say they failed la. obviously since i woke up at 8. lol. not bad leh! i think i made improvements. i rmb talking to them. HAHAHA. i know. sounds retarded, but i used to not be able to rmb even having a conversation with anyone kay. lol.

woke up, went to wash up, and i vomitted 3 times. -.- i have no idea what was wrong with me. lol. i started looking for sour sweets. couldnt find any. so just ate some random super sweet sweet. and thanks to that i vomitted again. hahaha. damn sickening feeling please. cos there was nothing in my stomach, and all that came out was soury gastric juice. like, wth. lol. went out after like, the fifth time. took 25. bus was freaking cold, for whatever reasons. i was fweeeezing. sneeeezing too.

reached school damn early please. 9am leh. haha. paper starts at 11 -.- hahaha. went cheers to get some sweets. was feeling quite okay already la. but i thought i was damn early. then i saw yunkwang. LOL. he's damn cute i tell you. he told me he spent 7hrs just studying that. hahaha. i was like, whhhaaaat?! i didnt even study up to 4hours in total lo. lol. sat there with him until my class people came.

paper was easy :D haha. i finished in like, half an hour. i was practically sitting there waiting for someone i knew to go out, then i'l go. lol. in the end the lucky one was yongwen. hahaha. he was just sitting beside me.

went upstairs to collect boe proposal, then to itas to get leadership proposal. waited outside lib aft that for the rest. they planned to go theme park! and i felt sick again. T.T couldnt go. had the i-will-vomit-anytime-feeling. HAIYO. in the end they scold me pangseh again. ):

it was raining when i reached amk. AND I FORGOT TO BRING MY BROLLY!! ): what to do. walk in the rain lo. now im coughing and sneeezing like crazy. haha. so cool can. i cant even rmb when was the last time i had a flu. i like flu. duno why, but. yea. hahaha.

kay! end here. i'l go get some sleep now. super tired from these past few days.

OHOH! one more. i was playing with my rubiks cube just now. then papa came over to ask me to re-teach him. taught him before, but he forgot already. hahaha. almost vomit blood can! lol. he's damn cute. hahaha. i told him im going to get another rubiks cube for him for fathers day. and u guess what he said?? "as long as u dont cook can already" HAHAHA. superrr mean can! cos i cooked on mothers day. it was supposed to be crepe. when i gave to mama, she commented my pancake wasnt fluffy enough. LOL. like, omg. she just took a few knives and stabbed me with it. crepes are supposed to be CRISPY not FLUFFY. hahaha. ok random.

kaykay. byebye. (:

[6.49pm]


can i just bang the wall and die?

i have never. i repeat. never. felt so screwed for accounts before.
we were all so screwed that we made this bet at jupiter.
whoever gets this highest treats the others to chickenlegpasta.
HAHA. -.-
now everyone's vying to be the last.
wth. i dont want. i dont need to be the highest.
i just dont want to screw it up too badly.
its not only 20%.
its a freaking 20%.

AHH. damn sad.
a month into the year, im suffering big blows already.
lol. how sad is that! ):

let me emo. wallow in self pity. haha.
T.T

[6.58pm]


im like, booooooooooredd here.

i think, its in my blood or something. haha. i just cant stand emo posts. or rather, it turns me off. lol. dont know. be happy la! so emo for what. i mean, not the really things happen the sad. but just wallowing in self pity that kind. haha. see every post also die die die. i hate you you hate me. he dont like me i dont like him. bang bang bang lets all die. hahahah. seriously! lol. i think, i have the tendency, to close the window when i see such emo posts. haha. im so sorry. lol. but really. think on the brighter side! being sad, is letting unnecessary people worry about you. cheerup!! (:

maybe thats why, i dont normally talk to people about such problems. hahaha. really la. like, tell people, also no use. its not as if it makes things any better. an extra person worrying. for what?? haha. BUT, i still like to hear people tell me about their problems thou. it shows they trust me you see. thats a nice feeling (:

OKAY. its getting a little too philsophical in here for my liking. hahah. okay. pca exam later. i totally didnt study. ohmygawd. please bless me. haha. im just worried for my shares and realisation account, which is practically everything -.- *GASP* i can just bang the wall and die or something. hahaha.

[6.24am]


i duno.

guess its just my inability to express myself well enough, i think.
somehow, the right words doesnt come out, which depicts a totally diferent picture.
a HAHA makes a lot of difference, you know?
at least thats what i think la. (:

all i wanted to say is,
i put my hopes on you
please please please.
dont be another him.

[7.55pm]


AHH. i spent a freaking 3 foolscap paper just on topic3! mygawd. and im still not done yet. *faints*

oh and, how great. i think the nervousness got to me already. im having gastrics. like, wth. i think its the sour sweets. sickening. to think i went down at 11pm ytd just to buy this for today.

lets see. um, i finished memorising 3 freaking pages in an hour. WOOHOO. -.- nothings going in anymore. HOWHOW. im still left with computer and application controls. noooo. its 6 pages, means i need another 2 more hours.

im still not done with my quiz3 yet! OMGOMGOMGOMG.

*frantically running around shouting*
ahh! im outta time im outta time.
someone please kill me!
oh nonono. what can i do?!
please please please tell me!
pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
oh noooooooooooooooooooooooo

BANG.

peace&quiet.

[4.30am]

kay that was stupid. sorry i needed to relieve stress. T.T


i was doing quiz2 just now. i tell myself, i need to get 10 consecutive 10/10 before i can get away from there. and on the 40th try, if i passed that with 10/10, i can clear my quiz2 already. then BOOM. i clicked one wrong answer and i got 9. damn saddenning. ):

im super duper stressed out now. T.T i hate cas. i think the only way i can finish studying is wake up at 4am tmr to study.

kay. i shall finish onequarter of chapt3 notes, then sleep.

sickening. i hate this. i hate hate hate this.

IM GOING TO FAIL PASS.

i hope ):

[10.39pm]


NO NO NO. this isnt happening. whats with me?

tomorrow's exam. im still slacking. myGAWD. ohpurlease. its business finance! its a typical case of i-know-everything-with-book-but-know-nothing-without-book.

ohoh! and! i tried studying just now you know. but i studied on the bed. then. i ended up sleeping. woah damn cool. i knew it was a bad idea to do that. ):

andand! i tell you! this week's fatedtoloveyou uber uber sad can! i cried myself to nuts watching it. T.T must go watch. its really nice (:

was just watching back old videos and photos. HILARIOUS i tell you. haha. i miss all the celebrations.! smashing of cakes :D fun i tell you! and i realised something. im the only one not smashed yet. HAHA. im the lucky one :D oh how i wish my birthday comes sooner. i'l be able to go clubbing (: not that i wanna go that much la. just, i dont like them telling me that i cant go. HAHA. ohwell.

KAY. 8.22 liao. i need to get back to studying ): byebye.

[8.23pm]