OKAY. after so many hours, im still here! omg! im soooo deadd.

im currently using my papa's lauya pokpok phone. hahaha. its ancient already kay. cant find anywhere anymore. lol. but bopian. stupid phone died on me. just using it to reply messages. then tmr morning going to switch back already. kinda dumb, but yea.

ok im talking crap. study study study!

[10.10pm]


kay. so i just reached home. super tired. but i think today's studying was kinda unproductive lah. lol. too big group already. i think the next time, i'l give up and study on my own maybe. haha.

oh yea. the purpose of this entry, is to officially declare my handphone dead. zzz. after this morning when i smsed junhao, im had problems sending, and now i totally cant send or recieve. cant even type a new message. omg! okay. so if any of you wants to contact me, please call. oh and to those who've already sms-ed me but i didnt reply, im sorry. hahah. not on purpose one. its the stupid phone.

right. lets look fwd to my viewty. :D :D :D but its like super expensive. OKAY ive decided. i shall save. maybe i'l get to save enough by next year. HAHAHA. ahh who'm i kidding. i'l most prolly never save enough. lol.

enough of crap. i'l just hang around a little more, then get back to doing my bfin tut already. seriously! im looking fwd to see how our tutor is going to cram 2tutorials and 1 lecture tgt. and seeing the lecture is going to be held tmr, i wonder how the other tutorial is going to be done. =/

[8.15pm]


Quiz:
replying to huikuoon. (:

1] How dirty is your car?
- dont have any. i wouldnt reject if anyone wants to get me one though (:

2] What you want the most now?
- midsem test gone, recieve all As! hahahaha. oh yea. more money too. my stupid phone is on the verge of death.

3] Who is the person you trust the most?
- HAHAHAHA.

4] Do you think you have enough confidence?
- i think so. depending on what ure referring to then. (:

5] If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- all that ive ever dreamt of to come true. hahaha. yes i know im greedy :D

6] Do you believe in promises?
- of course! how can you promise something and break it. so horrible.

7] What are you afraid to lose the most now?
- everything and everyone i care about

8] Do you find it a need to find a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- hahaha. im okay without one.

9] If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
- haha nope. thats a guy's job. too embarassing for me anyhows. LOL :D

10] If someone slaps you now, wad will you do?
- stun for 5seconds, then slap back. HAHAHA. no lah just kidding. i'l ask why they did that for.

11] What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- eh. lets see. MUST be gentleman, nice, sweet, caring, funny, hilarious :D

12] What type of person do you hate the most?
- i duno. mean people maybe. and i mean, REALLY horribly mean.

13] Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- obviously! like, hello? is that question even necessary? seriously! tsktsk.

14] Do you believe in God?
- yeap.

15] What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- eh. i duno. im living an aimless life. hahah.

16] What animals do you like?
- DOGS! :D the small cute ones. the one in Fated to Love You. omg. thats the cutest everrr. (:(:(:

17] At this point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone or try something new?
- comfort zone. i dont fancy taking risks

18] What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
- uh, the nicest friend ever. hahahha.

19] The place u want to go the most with your loved ones
- anywhere will do if they're with me (:

20] What are the 3 things you'd do if the earth died tomorrow?
- 1) go bungee jumping (im terribly afraid of heights)
- 2) go clubbing
- 3) hug my loved ones and die

Instructions:Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

People who've been tagged:
anyone who sees this.
i know who reads kay!
u'd better be honest. i'l be checking! :D

[9.09pm]


alicia's graduation was yesterday. damn cool. i wanna graduate tooooo! :D

had BOE and apel before that. so sadly, i couldnt attend her ceremony. ): sorry! ANYWAYS, i went to find her straight after BOE. hahah. but seriously! i think the graduation coat can look loads nicer please. =x duno. didnt like it. haha. so went to find her, took some pictures. hilarious! me&ahyee took turns to wear that coat to take pictures. omg. i totally look like a penguin in that can! it was damn big. hahah. no kidding! chatted with ahyee and isabelle for awhile, then ahyee went back to work while i went to eat lunch with alicia. felt so bad can! ): cos i only had one hour break. it was supposed to be 3hours! but there was makeup pca tut for vesak day sooo.. ): couldnt eat her mensa with her as a result. seriously v sorry. her last time eating at tp alr. HAIYOO. ok nvm. i shall pull her to tp again before she goes off. im sooo going to miss her. SHE'S GOING TO MISS SPENDING MY 18TH BIRTHDAY WITH ME YOU KNOW?? thats like, the first time it happened in EIGHTEEN years. owells. ):

kay so after pca was law tut. ended at 5 for that. went for yr1 subcomm interview at 5. hilarious. kay no comments. but they are like, damn enthu luhs. omg. hahah. but i think its partly due to the job well done for our orientation workshop :D :D :D after the interviews we stayed back to discuss matters and the whole thing ended at 8. omg. i will die if this continues.

one week to exams. kay. i promised myself not to come back using the computer. even if i do, it'l only be for schoolwork. like cas and stuffs. PLEASE! tell me off when u see me online k (: but of cos if im really doing work then dont la! haha. kay. im off to do my boe proposal now. im late in submission already. tsktsk.

i said it once, i said it a million times. its totally disappointing. but. haiya i duno already. seriously, a word for you. stop being so obstinate. listen, understand and accept. i have nothing else to say already. oh and please stop being so rude. thats one particular thing i cannot stand. give others the respect they deserve please. i dont think we deserve that kind of treatment from you.

ok im sorry.

[11.18am]














okay. so the earth is going to die on Dec 21, 2012. how cool. you will all die with me on my birthday 4 years later. hahaha.

anyways, i came here to say this. ben told me quite some time ago that i made a difference in his life. just wanted to say he made a difference in mine tooo! :D

endofstory. haha. yea quite random. but im currently rushing out my leadership report and entrepreneurship proposal. hohoho. im a high I person. i fear rejection. LOL.

KAY. enough rubbish. outta here.

one last thing. alicia's graduating from tp tmr! congratulations :D im so sorry i cant be there): all the stupid lectures.

[12.08am]


OKAY. ytd was CCN. haha. all went well. we sold ballooooons! (: (: so cute can!

we actually decided on meeting at 1130 that morning, since our cp cancelled all our other classes. but it was changed to 10am. hahaha. our cp was like saying she cancelled all our classes is to set up the stall earlier, not to sleep more. HAHAHA. she's one darn cute person i tell you.

and so, we sold helium balloons. funfun! its like, rarely i get to walk around carrying that many balloons!! wah damn nice :D a once in a lifetime experience. hahah. i really wonder thou, if i carry enough helium balloons, will i fly? hahah. ok i think i'd have to lose a few more pounds first. joanne has a high possibility of succeeding thou. LOL.

right. we ran outta strings in the process, had some problems, but we ended with a 200plus profit. woohoo! nicee. quite tiring la. and not to mention having to recieve sacarsm from tpsu. haha. whenever we went past them they'd shout ORIGINAL CCN BALLOONS. awkward. hahah. but nvm la. i think our sales won them. i see our balloons everywhere more than theirs. :D

we ran outta helium at around 2plus. ms suriya said we could go off cos she'l settle the rest of the balloons. so we went for lunch, then headed home. sw they all planned to watch a movie actually. but due to miscommunication, i went off first, and they didnt watch the movie as a result. haha. im sorry!! lets watch it next time kay. cfm have chance one (:

i saw you,
and your rose.
but it wasnt for me.
how sad!
ohwell (:

so long since i last posted. so long summor! im proud of myself. :D oh and, did i mention? midsem test is like, TWO WEEKS away. how cool :D im still missing my tutorials. sigh. i need my miracle.

[12.31pm]


i woke up. felt super moody. washed up, went outside. the sky was almost as dark as my mood. not so much of bad mood. more of mood-less. reached school, started on accpac. i swear, i almost cried doing it. i know. sounds stupid. think it was more of due to my lack of mood to finish it properly which resulted me in redoing 2times. partly also due to my frustration of not being able to do it right la, but, yea. you get the gist.

proceeded to lunch at 1plus, then investment club meeting at 2. kinda cheered up abit, somehow. feeling better already (: i think yunkuang is really hilarious. lol. he might be the factor that cheered me up, unknowingly so though. but yea, thanks to him! (:

realised some things ytd. duno la. all my speculation just yet, but my gut feeling tells me so. i thought it was a misunderstanding. yet thinking again, i dont trust my memory that well after all. i just want everything to be okay.

find myself so useless sometimes. ohwell. T.T

anyways, you feel like another him. please dont repeat in his steps.

[6.23pm]


HAHAHA.

lets see, cma tutorial bored me to death. i was practically nodding my head alr. lol. and i havent been doing my tutorials for 2 consecutive weeks alr. omg. cannot cannot. i must start doing already. 4 more weeks to midsem test. cool.

KAY SO, as i was saying, we dismissed from class at 4.20, when it was supposed to be 5. hahaha. not bad la. quite fast. then i went back amk. felt bored. felt empty. didnt want to go home, so i shopped around amkhub. bought 2 bottoms, felt satisfied, went home. LOLOL. there are times when i do that la. hahaha. quite rarely thou. there was another bottom that i wanted to buy. BUT! its 40bucks. and my 2 bottoms combined is already 60. sian. so i didnt get the other one. so sad. i liked it leh! ): but nvm la. i'l get it when i get my pay. (:

righttt. i need to settle all my tutorials already. TMR NO SCHOOL YOU KNOW! jealous anot? :D :D :D oh anw, i met amira this morning. she said eugenegoh was in tp as year1. omgg. he was one of the highest scorer in our class lo. he went jc then came back here. haiyooo. so wasted. lol. one more year only lo. tsktsk. nvm la. tp'l be more fun with him. hahaha. hope i'l get to see him soon! (: (:

[6.51pm]


kay. so i wasnt in a very good mood. duno. i mean, you know they dont really mean what they say, but.. it just.. hurts ): haiyo. i duno how to phrase alr la. but, really la. thats what i feel. thats why theres a reason why im always afraid of people getting angry. cos im insensitive to my surroundings and i wont know if i made anyone angry. BUT! ok forget it. i also duno how to say alr. haha. (:

was feeling abit better after i went down to the ig pushcart at around 3plus 4. funnn. i had alot of fun. i mean, really. i love you guys. those who were there, at least. hahaha.

okay. nothing else to talk about alr. lazy. kinda dont like the arrangement now, but! everything will turn out well one. im sure. i believe in you! :D :D :D

[8.58pm]


OKAY. the weather is freaking hot. cannot tahan alr. haha. i'l try my best to continue blogging, i suppose. i'l try my best (:

wednesday. went school for CAS tut. ended at arnd 12, then went to help out abit at the investment club pushcart. dalina was FINALLY there. haha. without her none of us could do the henna thing. ohoh! and i think, she's super talented. hahaha. i can do that thing a hundred times, and not draw as well as her. i suck at freehand drawing please. i can only draw that only if im like, provided with a dozen erasers or something. LOLOL. im serious. haha. at least im honest right! :D

went over to ig book sales at 1 to help them. damn funny. i ended up playing bridge with wk, edric, xm and junhao. cool. we taught xm and junhao how to play. sense of accomplishment leh! :D :D :D OHOH! i almost forgot. i brought jelly that day for them to try too. WALLAO. edric complained he was eating rubber. hahahahaha. seriously! *faints* its supposed to be like that one kay! haha. its not your normal soft soft jelly. lol. the rest said it was nice kay! tsktsk. perception. hahaha. xD

played till arnd 4 then i went back home. dropped some stuffs, settled some matters, then went out to meet ian. damn long nv see him alr can. haha. i mean, it was awkward last time la. but i think, now, ok le. I THINK. lol. we just went to have dinner, catch a movie then he sent me to cityhall mrt at 930 cos i was meeting the clique there to celebrate hoishek's bday. ok la. a conclusion ive got. i think my performance was not bad. at least i could converse properly. HAHAHA. okay enough enough.

so he was with me at the mrt stn waiting for the rest till i saw ann&jo, then he went off. bob&hs came, followed by gina&yifang, guozhi&eric. so yup! that was the attendance for the day. by the time all reached was alr 10plus. walked to clarkquay. wanted to go clinique, but it was toooo crowded. plus! it was outside. so no aircon. hahaha. so we went to some other pubs with aircon and settled nicely there (:

omg i tell you damn disappointing. hahaha. its like, such a rare time i could go out THAT late. and the guys were all dead by 12.40. omgwth. hahaha. 40mins into the night they cmi alr! lol. i kinda almost fell asleep at one point in time inside. too boring alr. they ordered 1whiskey bottle, 12shots, 2shirley temple. the 2shirley temple was for me&gina. eh not bad leh. quite nice (: anw its mocktail la. lol. that was the first time i heard of mocktail. curious thou. i can understand why mocktail refers to non-alcoholic drinks. so why do they call it cocktail? hahaha. just curious(:

ANYWAYS. so by like, 1am in the morning, hoishek puked. HAHAHA. the birthday boy. lolol. eric was damn damn happy about it. he achieved his aim. so mean right. haha. so we faster got outta that place. oh and, when we went outta there, i realised my wallet was missing. LOL. i panic sia. wallao. then find find find. 15mins later, i called korkor at home, to check if my wallet was at home, and it was. HAHA. i got scolded like crazy. cos i got everyone worried too. lol. sorry! =x planned to go makan sutra to have supper, since they couldnt drink anymore. but! hs cmi alr. he was practically standing sleeping. lol. so we all cabbed home. sighs. by the time i reached home only 3am lo. like, waste. haha. but okay la. i also quite tired. plopped to sleep the moment i hit the bed.

awoken by stella's call the next morning at 11.50am. i was supposed to meet them all at simei mrt at 10.30am. LOL. i totally forgot about it. ok la. not say forget. my alarm didnt wake me up.
..
OKOK. i didnt set an alarm. i forgot to. haha.
..
fine. i give up. i remembered, but i was too lazy to set the alarm. somehow i was hoping i'd miraculously wake up at 930am to get there on time. haha. sorry lo. too tired alr.

sooo, by the time i met them it was 1 already. went hana's house to bake the stuffs. wah. tell you. the cookie, i smell alr, can vomit. hahaha. not that its not nice, but! smell too much alr. seriously damn nauseating. i swear. lol. baked cookies all the way till 7plus at night. decided to sit bus instead of mrt. i was hoping i'd get some nice sleep on bus22. instead all i got was a stupid headache from that 2hr journey. T.T by the time i got home, alr like 930pm lah. sigh. why is tp so far. why is hana's house so far. why cant singapore be smaller?

i know im procrastinating. hahaha. sorry cant help it. the weather's too hot. im going kuku already. HOTHOT! okay. i dont care alr. im going to on aircon. byebye

[9.11pm]


just reached home.
freaking tired.
loads happened these two days.
but im too tired.
headache.

thou shalt blog tmr.

[9.23pm]