MUHAHAHA. im back to revive this stupid place.



superr busy these days, which i dont understand why. =/ im like, practically out everyday man. hahah. ONE MONTH ALR!! omgg. im only left with another month of my holiday, which is supposedly going to be devoted to workingg. not bad la. it starts at 12pm okay!! and im doing cashering and data entry. ohmymy. just the perfect job just for me. sit in aircon whole day and i get to start late. plus its near my house. i like! :D

finally got some REAL shopping done today. hahah. so many shopping trips and i didnt get to buy anything. and once i start, i spend like water. =/ spent almost 200bucks today. went vivo with alicia. we watched Rule #1 also! hahah. quite nice la. its supposedly horror, but not exactly like ure normal horror where someone with long hair crawls outta the tv scaring the hell outta you. theres abit at the front, but other than that its okay. it has a plot to it. notbadnotbad. you should catch it (:

after that went over to workplace to settle some stuffs, visited aunty's shop. headed home aft that for dinner. actually, quite okay lah. seeing its been like, a gazillion years since i really went on a shopping spree.. hmm.. should be alright, i guess. hahah. self-consolation.

KAY. thats all for today. shall update again, when i find the time and the correct things. teeheehee. byebye.

[9.33pm]


another fiveandahalf hours.
shawn is leaving for newzeland.
not coming back.

T.T

i seriously didnt think i'l be that affected.
remember how i always threatened to demote you.
it all seemed like yesterday.

i swear i'l miss you truckloads.
contact me often kay!

I'll Remember You

It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

i'l dedicate this to you.
take lotsa care.

[2.30pm]


woke up like, uber early for a saturday today. =/ went NTU for the Youth Investor Pack. fetched edric and yunkwang from amk mrt stn. luckily my parents were fetching. i almost fainted when edric told me to meet them at 830 at boonlay. LOL. i was like thinking, he is soooo outta his mind. if so, i gotta get outta the house at like, 6.45. omg. i cant even picture that.

first half of the seminar was kinda drowsy. i think its 'cos i cant really take people with voice of low frequency. ahahha. i was practically dozing offff. second half was more useful. taught the basics of investment. BUT, due to the drowziness passed down from the first half, didnt really take in much. pretty guilty there. afterall i went there to learn but i ended up losing concentration. =/

hahah. so yeap. after that was refreshments then gathering to start the race. damn funny. we only managed to like, find 2/6 places given. LOL. kinda pathetic. looking this way, we didnt even pass the mark. hahah. at 3 we pretty much gave up and went macdonalds for a bite. teeheehee. slacked till 4.15 then slowly made our way to OCBC 50th floor. hilarious. we joined the rest of the crowd as if we finally completed the race after much obstacles, when we kinda just finished lunch. haha! =x

after the prize-giving and eth everyone chionged out. uber crowded. at this point of time, a made a stupid suggestion which i later came to regret. WALK THE STAIRS. hahah. yeap. so we did. its damn tiring i tell you, even thou its walking downwards. plus, the stairs were spiral shaped so.. yea. lol. my legs were practically trembling man. as in, really really wobbly. abit giddy too. but alright la. how many gets to boast they climbed 50storeys?! lol. :D

went to novena sq2 aft that. helped out at aunt's shop. wah damn tiring. had to stand all the way. T.T kinda reminds me of when i was with ichiban. stand thruout plus, they both sold jap food. zzz. reached home super tired. think my legs are like going to rot and die anytime soon. hahah.

OHOH! i said my mouse spoilt right? turns out my laptop guarantee includes the mouse! :D they gave me a wireless mouse in exchange. how cool is that! (: but the acer word thr damn ugly. kinda spoils the whole mouse. ohwell. i'l find a chance to scrape it off or something another day. :3

RIGHT. korkor went to get macdonalds, and i should be bathing. papa's bugging me for mahjong. thats like, one week in a row we've did that every night. lol. BORING. but korkor's on a winning streak. he's kinda forever the biggest winner. papa's trying to prove his luck wrong, and im getting dragged down. hahaha. kay shall go now. another busy day tmr. gotta help out. byebye! (:

[10.42pm]


finally a sunny day. not particularly happy about it thou. i prefer rainy days =/ thats when the air's the freshest (:

totally bored out. not to mention cabal refusing to let me log in. went to check but there werent any server maintainence going on.. makes me wonder if someone else is logged in using my account. and if its true, i have a good mind who that is. zzz. carol is getting unhappy. :3

RIGHTT. maybe i'l take a bath, head down to central, then try logging in again when i come back. ohwells. i have this feeling i'l get so pissed that i'l just delete the whole thing off my comp if it still refuses to let me log on. LOL. tsktsk.

tmr's gathering clashes with seminar. damn. how sad can it get. im the planner and i cant attend. =/ hopefully they'l change it to sunday. then i can attend toooo. :D cos apparently, more people would come if its on sunday, including me. teehees.

[1.41pm]


ok so im not going to take any sup papers. HALLELUJAH. PRAISE THE LORD. (:

on the other hand, my results sucked. big time. dammit. im gonna have to like, score a 4 for next 2 years if i still want my ntu. T.T oh Lord please help me. grant me the will to study hard. once school reopens i need to really pia really really hard already =/

before i forget, today's cheryl's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN!! (:

cheerios.

[9.18pm]


sms for examination results are out. i didnt know we had to sign up again so i didnt get mine. i'd have to wait till 12am to know. omg. im like, super scared now. really really scared. everyone seems to not do as well as first sem. *gulps* with the exception of jo thou. she scored 2Zs, 2As, 1C+. her gpa is 3.917 i think. damn good score. freaking nervous now. practically shivering. ok partly cos its raining like nobody's business out there and not to mention a fan at speed3 not rotating and blowing directly at me BUT! im still really really scared.

someone help me T.T
i'l have to stay up till 12am tonight to wait for my results.
i swear i'l spam the f5 button until my page loads.

ok i think i must believe in myself.
and relax.

*breathe in
*breathe out

[2.13pm]


im going back to school like practically, DAILY. what a holiday. monday was ig meeting, today was celebration of learning, tmr is investment club, thursday is IRAS training. its no different from normal school. lol.

but alright lah. i enjoyed today. the talk was really enriching. i hope we do have smth like that when it comes to our turn! kinda touching tooo. many of the seniors cried at the last part. i thought of doing that slideshow thing you know! but 'cos that time they said only year1. then no point. haha. but still really sweet lah. yeap. ronnie's grp didnt come thou, i think. we were assigned helpers for their graduation. me&edric were official photographers, siaowei&josiah were *wedding receptionists. (: ohoh xiaomin was inside doing the music controller. hahaha. the talks were super enriching. got stuffs like image consultant, teaching you how to walk, sit, talk, greet and whatsoever. really really funny. lol.

today's interview was a super disappointment. dont think i'l take the job alr. hahaha. i shall find another one, hopefully. got a strong premonition that i'l just end up lazing around at home thou. mm. we shall see.

kay. long day tmr. duno if i'l be going for investment club thou. in investment club i'l do things that are kinda more related to our course of study itself. ig is more of leadership&social skills. ahhh. duno. nature will take its own course.

a quote from one of the slides in our course manager's speech today..

recession is when your neighbour loses his job,
depression is when you lose yours.

[11.46pm]


ive just finished recieving the photos from workshop from josiah. wont upload it now thou. the photos he sent are freaking puny. hahah. shall upload them when i get it directly from him on monday during meeting.

mama was so cute yesterday. she had gastrics and went to sleep early. so i played mahjong with papa and korkor until 12plus ytd night. then they went to sleep, i continued my anime watching in my room. 2plus mama came to knock my door asking me if i wanted chocolate cake. hahah. she bought it from this famous chocolate cake store, opened by stella i think. huang xiang yi. the artiste. yea. then i said she was crazy. 2am in the morning ask me eat cake. LOL. then she told me there was a ghost show airing on chn5 and asked me if i wanted to watch. haha. she's super cute. so i just off-ed my comp, went to watch with her. watched till 3plus then we both slept. lol. she was being super random.

ok i practically wasted my whole saturday off today. hahaha. was supposed to do 2 things actually. firstly was PHS carnival. totally forgot about it. xy's gg to murder me. LOL. then another was the sentosa trip. supposedly going to sentosa with the kids today. aunt brought my 2 lil' cuzzy wuzzies thr and im supposed to tag along. hmmm. woke up at like, 12pm today then realised it. teehees. papa suggested going to IT Fair in the afternoon. intended to go. but thinking again, its going to be uber crowded thr. like, ren ji ren ji si ren that kind. LOL. so, yea. kinda fermented at home. practically slept my whole day away. haha. =x

righttt. its going to be another boring day tmr. im bored. please ask me out. hahah. crazy.

[1.59am]


alrights. ive found the time to blog again. today's work was alrightt as usual. ended kinda early thou. ended at around 1 when its supposedly 2. cheerios to that. met xy at cvc then headed over to bugis tgt to meet mz and cow. LOL. yesyes i know. what an odd combination, taking into consideration the fact that ive never spoken to mz ever since we graduated. hahah.

did some shopping then caught 10,000BC. eh quite nice lah. nt bad. and ive only realised today was the first day it was showing when we came out. hurhur. im glad there werent many people inside the cinema. lol. AND THE CHEESY HOTDOG DAMN NICE CAN! ok ive decided. nxt time i go bugis im gonna get that hotdog again (:

gonna call up the job cow told me to tmr. kinda forgot today. hehe. it pays like, really well. 7.5/hr. woohoo. im lovin' it. :D but thing is they only want for weekends. uhlele. but nvm. btr than nth. least the pay's good ((: interview place's at redhill. mygawd. freaking far.

felt a really familar feeling when out with them. i spoke chinese and dialect like, the whole way today. hahah. darn long since i spoke that way. its english all the way since i came to poly man. loved the feeling. somehow it made me feel like im back at phs. back at fourJOY. i love loved LOVED that. please please get me out again. (: saturday's phs carnival. duno whether going back down anot. hk! if you see this msg me kay? tell me u gg anot. if you are then i go down with you. then can go out or sth after that. :D

rightt. thats about all. im still bored at home. dammit. i just cant find anything to do. rotting and moulding at home alr. practically decaying. thats how bored i am. ok. im going to try put myself to sleep. might be going gz hse tmr, which is not very possible. but i will try. haha. rightt. bye. nights.

[12.57am]


ahh. im back, tired. the past 2 days were damn fun. ok maybe not both days, but today was a blast. :D loved it loads.

oh and we recieved our positions alr. im asst logs. hahah. i wanna clarify sth. think taohuay thought i was unhappy or sth. lol. im alright with the positions and stuffs lah. logs is fine with me too. its tiring but fun (: i helped out logs today too. think i was too tired to really react properly to what he was saying. practically drifting to sleep standing while he was talking. LOL.

it was a pure water based game today. but we had this fruit relay thing first thing in the morning. station 1 was an apple in a pail of water. we had to finish the apple till the core without touching the apple itself. station 2 was watermelon. finish up the whole watermelon without touching the watermelon itself also. station 3 was longan. pop the whole longan into your mouth and spit the skin out. station 4 was the worst of all. it was a mix of papaya, chinchao, banana, pepper, black soya sauce. OMG. damn disgusting i tell you. it seriously looks like shit. as in, practically shit. hahah. but it doesnt taste as bad la, but not that good either. i think dalina vomited after eating that. LOL. my team kinda just poured the whole bowl into the drain that was coincidentally just beside us. hahah. they keep complaining that my team cheats. but its like, cant stop them one. from day1 i tell them not to cheat until now they still cheat. then i sian alr. i mean, if they're having fun, we've reached our purpose what. so i didnt really care much about that part. lol.

the part with most fun was the zongjimima and the lollipop game. hahah. we played zongjimima by team. it goes whereby a person chooses a number and the rest guesses. the group who guessed the number would be poured a bucket of water EACH by the other groups. meaning every group each has a bucket of water which they can use to pour other people. teehees. damn fun. i was dragged down to play with my team cos they said teamleaders had to participate too. hahah. our group was the first to hit jackpot. OMG. damn wet can! i was practically dripping with water like a leaking tap. LOL. i sworn i couldve squeezed at least half a bucket of water outta my shirt and pants. its like, 4pails of water on you sia. PLUS, they aimed me cos i was main comm. wth. so annoying!! hahaha. and i even got saboed by my own teammates. how great. they just came and poured a whole bucket of water down onto me. IDIOTS. hahahaha. i swear, i will get back at them SOMEDAY. weekuang and yoro. i'l remember this. both of them idiots also chased me round the field like, duno how many times just to throw water bombs at me luhs! ANNOYING! hahah.

but okay la! t'was darn alot of fun today. (: althou there were screwups here and there, it was kind of a success on the overall. great job done. im hoping we have more of these. :D

alrights. the people from my supposed work called me to scold me today. 'cos i was supposed to report for work today when i didnt. okayy.. was kinda hoping they would tell me i didnt have to go anymore but they told me to report at 8am tmr. i was like, WHHHHAAAATTT?! i mean, obviously in my heart lah. cant possibly say that out. hahah. so, yeaa. means ive gotta get my butt outta house at 6.45am tmr morning since the location is ITE Simei.. T.T damn sad. damn tired. owells. nvm. got money one :D its only another 2 days, then im free easy and peasy (: jiayoous. damn hungry. i havent even had my dinner yet. look at the time! tsktsk.

shall upload the photos taken during workshop asap when i recieve them.

[9.57pm]


its been raining the whole day today! sub comm workshop tmr. praying and praying really hard it doesnt rain =/ looking damn forward to it. its gonna be so fun. but ive gotta reach school by 8.15am. omgwth. i'd be better off dead. lol.

pathetic photos are uploaded at the request of cousin. hahah. korkor's 21st bday party pics. click here.

kay thats all. shall blog again hopefully tmr with pictures. (:

[11.40pm]