its supposed to be my icecream.. can u tell its the Taoist sign?? ((:

today's a good day, 'cos there's no sku tmr. yays. xD FINALLY i'l get to rest. bdn oso not really laa. seeing im planning to go amk lib study...owells. we'l see abt that..

oh ya. im also planning to get my specs tmr, if i can. (: i seriously COULDNT see a thing they showed on transparency in lecture today. omg. i didnt realise my degree was already that deep. ohwells. yays. then i'l haf the reason to get specs le. =DD do you think i should?? mm. i dont know. owells.

was smsing dearr today too. yays. he's coming TP. thru track&field. woots. think he'l most prob get in bahhs. he's d fastest in his sku. nt bad ehs. lol.

OMG. i just realised. my exams are NEXT WEEK, and its already WEDNESDAY going THURSDAY. wth. okayyy... tmr really mus pia already. lol. im sooo dead. zzz.

alrights. i'l stop here for now. blog another day when i have time. tata. misses loads (:



i tried on specs. does it look nice?? but this is frame one..im plannin on getting half frame or sth..yeaa.


wow. i cant believe im that tired. now's 11.37pm and i JUST woke up. bummer. now im really rushing for time le. alot of things not studied yet. sighs. PLUS, i havent done tmr CSA's tutorial yet. *drop jaw* didnt expect myself to sleep so much. zz. sighs. no choice le. tmr go sku then do bahs.

oh ya. btw, i got into A&F IG main comm. lol. funny. joanne got in too. yays. another one was josiah. yupps. now i dont hafta worry abt my seal pts le. =DD got leadership pts summor. nt bad ehs. (:

alrights. i think i'l go off now. super tired. tmr's a freaking 9am lesson. t'was supposed to start at 2 ok!! omg. nvm nvm. i got thursday to sleep it back. rwahahahs. (: BYEEE!

ps: EUGENE LIM KAI SHENG!! i dont care. u owe me a ben&jerrys. rwahahas. cos ure gonna fail ur napfa, and im gonna laugh at youuuu. xD


dammit. the fact that exams is just next week havent hit me yet. mann. im so dead kays. and here i m stiu usin d comp. lol. nvm la. least i started on microecons le. BDN, got loadsa freaking stuffs to rmb can. zzz. tmr onwards mus pia already..

oh ya. was jus watchin d campus superstar thing. realised this yr phs oso got a guy went in. woots. not bad. haha. hope he stays as long as yiyuan. ((: phs rawks. rwahahahs. reminds me of the good ol' days...*ponders*

alrites i'l stop here now. gotta go read up the FRS framework thing. so dumb. its gonna b tested in exams. sighs. im beginning to regret liaos. im so hating the teacher. wth. alrites. whatever. going off now. tata. cya guys. miss you LOADS! muacks (:



TOLD YA MY FRINGE GREW LONGER! xD

[9.36pm]


im so happy.
i just realised,
MY FRINGE GREW LONGER!
plus,
ITS A SATURDAY TMR!
yays.
its something worth celebrating. (:

went for the IG interview today.
super funny.
i went into the room,
there were like 6-7ppl there.
i sat down.
first question they asked me:
Tell us about yourself.
and my reaction was,
HEH?
then the whole room laughed.
so i went on describing myself.
i said sth like this..

my name's carolyn,
im from 1A01,
and...
im..
umm..
FUN?
and the whole room laughed again.
lol.
i seriously didnt expect myself to say that too ok.
it was jus the word that came to my mind.

then they continued asking LOADSA questions.
cant rmb what, but they asked me this..
Tell us why we should pick you over the rest.
then i was going..
mm. good question.
HAHA!
i was thinking that inside of me la.
didnt even realise i said it out.
they were luffing nuts when they heard it kays.
& there they went saying they asked good questions.
haha. SO EMBARASSING! =/

ohwells.
tts abt all for now.
i'l blog again when i have d time ba.
mid-sem tests coming. T.T
sianx.
im so gonna fail it.
im jus praying i do well enough not to go for the retake.
haha.
PRAY, ppl.
outta here (:

[12.17am]


doing project stuffs,
feeling feverish.
took thermometer
38.7
sianns.
so dont feel like going sku tmr..
ive been feeling super muddle-headed these few weeks too.
kept forgetting to bring txtbks & stuffs to sku.
& i JUST realised i lost my black sweater in sku on friday
cant even rmb where i last had it with me.
dammit.
what is wrong with me?
im feelin so..crappy these few days.
hell knows why
im jus praying i dont forget anyth again tmr.
*shrugs
im super tired too.
cant seem to get enough rest
cant seem to catch up with sku work
cant seem to complete projects
feel so useless all of a sudden
why can others take it so easy?
dammit.
i want the old me back.
FAST.


*im super stressed nowadays, and i dont need YOU to add on to it. get outta my life. cant u jus let me go?? im tired enough as it is, and i dont know how long i can continue standing. im begging you. let me go.

this feels like crap
this IS a whole load of crap
ignore it.

[11.58pm]


just completed my work for CSA. boring. im left with POM & research for CommSk. CSA&POM's due on monday. CommSk is on tuesday. super boring. n to think i was so happy at getting rid of english okays. there came commsk happily popping out. zz. its not an exam module, but we haf tests for it. tuesday's our test. its a 600word compo. *drops jaw* omg. my compos were about 600plus words ONLY when it was a really nice storyline, which didnt happen everytime. omg. *freaking out* plus we stiu hafta do REASEACH on our topics okays. & we're allowed to bring it to the test. sighs. its onli 1.5 hrs. dammit. im so gonna flunk it.

im feeling fat these days. man. i nidta jianfei. mus do more exercise. 'bin sleeping too much already.

AND I WANNA WEAR SPECS! used to hate them. but now, i want them. they look so cool can! MOST IMPORTANTLY, it'd make my eyes look BIGGER. yays. xD now im jus waiting for my eyes to spoil. then i can wear it. dont wanna wear those w/h degrees. like so waste money lohs.. ohwells.

okays..im now addicted to crunchyroll again. wow. seems like sucha long time sia. used to b comics, then youtube, then dvds, now crunchyroll. haha. dammit. ive sucha low resist-temptation level. ohwells.

tmr's tutorial was cancelled, or so i heard. so that leaves APEL class frm 10-11, then im free&easy. sighs. like so no point. sighs. nvm. we'l b completing our projects tmr anyways. sooo...yeaa.

we're having our mid sem tests starting on 1stJune, or so i think. dammit.

WHO THE HELL SAID POLYS ARE SLACK?! THEY ARE SOOO NOT!

outta here.

[2.50pm]


super dumb. i dont know why but i cant change the font of d words now!! omg. the font's like, super ugly now. sighs. owells.

tdy's classes were supposed to start at 2, but went early to sku to discuss abt CCN stuffs. sianns. we were supposed to meet at 10, but they reached at 1030 instead. zzz. luckily i met huixin on the bus there, n i hung out with her until they came. yeaps. so we sorted out the duty roster, bought the materials, had a rough idea of wad we hadta buy n stuffs like that. yeaps. so tmr we'l hafta complete decorating the board, and buy all the miscellanous stuffs. yeaps. omg. so many things to b done. i stiu dont get why do i seem like im doing everything. zz. owells. nvm. i get seal points for this. ((:

tdy aft csa wanted to go eat with the guys as usual, but ann&joanne had things on so they couldnt. sighs. so i went to find amira to go home tgt. ^^ bdn, met siau tian at d bus stop. haha. turns out he lives in amk too. near my hse!!! yays. so we went home tgt. n we were like planning the days we could go home/come sku tgt. hahaha. we were like so happy we both found someone who lives in d same area. LOL. xDD

due to the fact that i didnt sleep in the bus (cos i was chatting with siau tian), i was super tired when i reached home. i ate abit, watch abit of tv, then practically slept on the sofa. lol. slept abt an hour or so. really tired laa. sianss.

alrights. its an early 9am class tmr. gotta go get some sleep. im lacking them lots. think i'l start to sleep early starting from now on. i need them as much as i can, seeing mid sem tests are nearing. like, wth. study for 4weeks only 2weeks later got exam. slap ur face la. sighs. im so gonna flunk it. kkays. outta here le. nights everyone. swiit dreams. loves- (:

*you'd never know how i really think.

[11.48pm]


im so bored. in csa lab now. hais- dammit. the lesson's until 6.

oh ya. ive not done so many things. havent collect my pay check, havent collected my Os cert too. sians. jus praying they wont send back my cert. if not mus go all d way to MOE hq to collect. then it'l b v troublesome. owells.

whew. she just called my name. to ans qn. its so dangerous blogging here. haha. okays. shall stop here. blog another day.

to tweeny : BLOG LE! nah!

[4.42pm]


shall let the pictures do the talking.



we went crystal jade to have lunch! (:



MY FOOD. (:



ALICIA'S FOOD.



couldnt finish my food, so dumped it on HER plate. (:



then mine became like that..



SURPRISINGLY, she finished it all. she must b soo hungry. poor girl.



then, I CANT EAT ANYMORE. so wasteful right. ):

aft eating, we went Zara's for shopping.. ^^



I LOOK SO SHORT IN THIS PICTURE! hais- t'was wad i wore 4 today. n i realised i 4got to wear my SHOES b4 takin d foto. zz.



i was trying on the skinny jeans. NICE?



me&alicia. abit blur. but, so cute right??? xD

above were all taken today..the rest are all random photos for this week. xD



they make sucha KYUTE couple right? (:



wonder how it'd look like if it SLPIT??



TAADAA!!



1Ao1 (part of it.)



we went Jupiter to eat. (:



ITS A BAT! eee. it was outside the tutorial room..

got loads more to upload, but i hafta go home now. at alicia's hse now. continue uploading when i get back ((:

[10pm]


A true story...

It was first day of the mid-year exams, therefore i finished school a little earlier, i called him,

: Hey, i finished school earlier today, would you come by and pick me up?

: Alright, give me 5 minutes.

: 5 minutes? But my school is just beside your house.

: I need to get ready.

: Alright, make it fast then.

2pm in the afternoon, the sun is extremely hot, I stood under a shaded tree and fan myself.
Although it doesn't make much of a difference, it was better that I fanned.

5 minutes have passed, he's still not shown up, I was a lil' unhappy while looking at my watch.

10 minutes and he's still not here....couldn't be that he was met with an accident?

15 minutes passed, he finally shown up.

:Why are you so late?

He wasn't even a lil' bothered

: Nahz, was watching TV.

: What?! TV?! Why don't you sleep, bathe and eat before you come down then?

I haven't got anything else to say for that, didn't take the helmet he handed me but stood there and stared at him.

:Sorry.

This was the first time he said sorry to me...
He is an egoistical person all along and has never once apologised to a girl.

I looked at him,
Alright, took the helmet and let him sent me home.

He is always acting like this, no explanations, no friction, no quarrels.
The only thing he does is to apologise.
To me, somethings can't be settled with a sorry.
I would never go on asking after everytime he apologises.

He told me, that was the first time he said sorry to a girl.
Although it take courage to admit mistakes, he never once correct his mistakes.

Saying sorry became a word to shut me up instead.
Tears flowed down my cheek on the 59th time he apologised.

I dropped my head

: you don't ever need to say sorry to me again. If you can never change, then don't let me keep giving you chances again and again hoping and believing that you would change each time.

He held me lightly, and said the 60th sorry. Even then, he did not change, and there was no explanation whatsoever. I began to worry if there was something he was keeping from me.

:What's wrong with you these few days?

:Nothing.

:Then why are you acting so strange?

:I am not.

:What can you say other than this answer?

:Do you know I'm very worried, very insecure, do you treat me as your girlfriend?

:I'm sorry...

:I don't want to hear you say sorry again.

I put down the phone and he did not call back.
He doesn't even care about me.
Maybe we should....break up.
.....this was the 99th time he said sorry...

From that day onwards, I never once called me or went to look for him.
Sometimes I get an anonymous phonecall but everytime I said hello, it was dead, i think it's a call from him, but why don't he speak up?

After one month have passed, I couldn't contain the feelings I still have for him anymore and went to his school to find him.

I went outside his classroom and looked around, but there was no sign of him.

:excuse me, is XOXO here today?

:I'm afraid he already stopped schooling.

:Huh? Why? When was that?

:He hasn't been in school for a month already.

:Oh erms...thanks.

One month....not in school for one month..
why is that so?
I stumbled home.
Called his hp

: Sorry the caller is currently unavailable, please leave your message after the tone....

I put down the phone, and called his house next, but there was no answer.

How can it be?
The whole family migrated?
It seems as though he has already disappeared from the face on the earth leaving not even a single trace.

I couldn't find him....just as I was feeling distraughted, the phone suddenly sounded, it was my friend.
He was one of his brothers and also my good friend.

:Hey, what have you been doing? XOXO is in hospital.

:REALLY? WHAT HAPPENED?

:Oh he is in ZZ hospital, the one you stayed in last time.

:I'll be right there.

I used the fastest speed my legs could carry and when I reached the hospital I saw that his parents were already there.
I asked them for the room number and flew across the hall.
He was lying on bed, looking at me, not saying a word, not moving a muscle,

:Hey, what happened to you? Why didn't you contact me?

He did not answer, and used the same stare on me again.

:Come on answer me...why don't you speak?

A tear flowed down the side of his eye, and it looked as though he used the greatest amount of strength that he could master to say...

:I'm...sorry...

After that, his eyes went shut.

:Hey, don't fool around alright...why say sorry to me?

:Don't say sorry to me....please wake up....answer me please.

I wept and fell down on the side of his bed, pulling his shirt I cried out..

:Why do you have to apologise? Why don't you give me an explanation instead?

:I won't forgive you, wake up, saying sorry is no use...

:If you don't wake up I'll never ever forgive you in this lifetime, please I beg of you..open your eyes.....

That was the 100th sorry.

A group of medical staff, doctors, nurses pulled me away and tried to revive him.
I had no strength to stand up...
My mind was a blank....
My eyes could only see a sea of black.

He did not leave this world...
I merely lost the chance to touch him anymore.

But he would appear in my dreams sometimes, telling me how he was doing.
He's still accompaning me, still alive, in my heart.
would still laugh at my silliness, and call me his darling....

just that...
he never apologise to me anymore.

After a month, his mom came to look for me, and gave me a box...

inside was a 100 photographs, everyone had a story behind them..
The reasons why he made me angry.

The first time, my dear, I did not purposely arrive late to pick you up.
I know this excuse is really lame, but I didn't have the heart to tell you the truth then, before I stepped out of the house, I felt a pain in my chest, but I still made it a point to meet you, please forgive me?

The second time, my dear, I...

The third time, my dear, I...

The 100th time, my dear, I didn't mean to leave you alone in this world,
It had to be so because God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for this lifetime of mine, and to put the ring on your finger....

You are the first girl I apologised to.
And also the first girl I want to be with for the rest of my life...
Forgive me for not able to bring you happiness but I have thus become your angel, always looking out for you...
Looking at you while you find your happiness.
..promise me...don't shed a tear...
I don't want to see you weep like this for me,

I Love You ~XOXO How can I not cry?
What you said was just too impossible.

The last photograph was of him in the hospital,
Although he was skinny, the smile on his face was bright as ever.
His face was white and yet he tried his best to give his last smile on the last photo, the 100th.

At the time when he needed me the most, I wasn't with him.

:I'm sorry.

I held the photo tightly and cried for us.....

-----------------------------------------------------------------------

I guess everything comes with a reason...
but what's the point of driving it out of someone if it's something you don't want to hear in the first place?

"I want the truth"

---so easy to say but so difficult to accept.

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omg. blogger is FINALLY working. i had loadsa things to blog about these few days but i couldnt sign in. zz. it kept having errors. sighs. owells.

i cut my hair. now my face looks sooo big can. omg.

today was BORING. stayed in the lib aft sku. gave FA tution to hoishek n eric. haha. yays. im gonna collect tuition fees someday. (: haha.

tmr going shopping with alicia for mama n dear's present. ahhs. n ive got LOADS of stuffs to buy. sianns. im BROKE. sighs. i shoulda taken the job laa. lol. at least got abit of income..owells. ): THOU SHALT TRY TO SAVE MORE MONEY IN FUTURE (:

alrites. nth much to blog now. i got loadsa pics to upload..but im really lazy. ahhs. alrites. shall do that another day bahhs. darn tired nowadays. eyebags are here for stay. zz. off i go. i'l blog soon. tmr.(:



[9.30pm]


yays. so happy. the whole big group of us went to watch spiderman3 tgt. lol. now THAT sounds like a class. (: lazy to blog. a picture speaks a thousand words (:


the tickett (:


jonathan


eric ooi


alex is the red one, josiah in the background


joanne




TODAY WAS SUCH A WASTE OF TIME.

woke up today at like, 8. the trial starts at 9. lol. but had transport thou. my parents were also gg to sku for the seminar thingy. yeaps. went for the trial. wasnt really into playing. bored. but lotsa ppl turned up for it thou. n guozhi told me they onli took in 5girls n 2boys. omg. tts so pathetic la. think if the other ppl knew they'd jus slap their faces. haha. owells. but the ones who got in were REALLY pro. wo shu de xing fu kou fu. ((: no hard feelings. we're gonna join BSG or sth liddat. we wanna b SLs! its gonna b so fun can. lol. ok..back to d topic..

so aft my trial, went outside LT19 thr. sat n waited for guozhi. meanwhile, tried to connect to the school website. couldnt. omg. turns out i'l hafta go to the cyber-dono-wad-thing o go ask them hlp me do it. lol. SO, went all the way there to try get connected. omg. so far., so heavy, can die. PLUS, it wasnt open when i got there. zzz. wth. tweeny owes me Gelare 'cos of this. haha. im so gonna buy the whole shop down n make him pay for it. yays. ((:

so, went back LT19 there n waited for GuoZhi. met her thou. suddenly cant rmb her name. lol. oh yeaa.. rebecca. yea. another new person. (: then sat down with her. then met shuman. tts 2new ppl met in a day le. lol.

he came at abt 10plus. yeaps. so i moved to another table n left rebecca with her frens. 'cos its like, abit wierd for me to b there too. lol. owells. sat there n did our hmwks n stuffs. 'cos his parents were also attending the seminar ma. yeaps. so we hung out tgt. shifted to the lib later thou, cos he was feelin hot. omg. almost turned into ice cube there la. lol. so cold. but t'was nice. (: the whole lib was sooo empty. so shuang. like we got the whole lib to ourselves liddat. haha. continued with our work n chatted at d same time. yea. realised he's another lamer. lol. realise our class guys like all so 'fake'. fake as in, they in class quiet quiet one, then when u get to know them btr its the exact opposite. haha. alex n guozhi are really good examples. hees. xD

n he GOSSIPS u know. haha. talked alot abt our class ppl n stuffs. and also abt like, family n stuffs. yeaps. he's soo not-the-quiet-type when u know him btr. haha. but its btr this way. btr than nth to talk abt rite. if not like so awkward. ((: he left early thou. 'cos his parents didnt wanna go for the school tour. PANGSEH. eee. so mean. bring me to the library n left me freezing there. lol. nvm. he's gonna lend me his bro's hard disk to me. yays. cos he knows my lappy's really empty. haha. so nice. so i'l forgive him (:

bdn he says i cant take it home thou. he's taking the hard disk out on the sly. lol. his brother dont know he'l b getting it for me. if its this way then i'l hafta bring my lappy on monday?? omg. tt weighs a ton la. owells. we'l see how.

then continued doing my hmwk n stuffs for awhile until my mum called me. turns out they didnt wanna go for the tour too. yeaa. so i packed up n left too.

abt all that happened today..planned to like, take photos tdy. as in, randomly la. BUT, didnt have a chance to since my comp was...owells. nth much to take anw. lol. mayb nxt tym ((:

tts abt all. they were talking abt going out on monday for a movie thou. not really sure. mms. i'l blog again. (: takkaire peeps. cyaa.



guozhi


took this on my way to sku. notice the motorbike.
it has this chair/stool on his back. wonder where he's bringin it. LOL.




















LAPPY JIA DAO...

like, finally. the long awaited one. ((:
owells. everyday's the same.
nth much to blog.
xcept tweeny's really blind.
as in, BLIND.
walked past him so many times in the mensar canteen n he didnt even realise tt.
omg.
and there i was thinking i might have got the wrong person.
debating whether to go for the badminton trial tmr.
guozhi says abt 300ppl signed up and they onli want a handful.
zz.
i'l b wasting so much time jus waiting for my turn cans.
omg.
owells. lets see how again tmr.

met jolene at the bus stop aft sku tdy.
omg.
its already the end of the 2nd week n im stiu meeting new ppl.
met pearlyn n ahma at design sku canteen ytd.
didnt know they were in tp too.
lol.
oh ya.
NEVER go mensar canteen lvl1 to eat.
omg. the food sucks like hell.
haha.

i find im a smoker attractor u know.
u know my nose is really sensitive esp to smoke right?
every morning there's bound to b a smoker sitting beside or infront of me.
omg.
i couldnt breathe.
why do ppl like smoking tt much?
i seriously dont understand.
it causes bad breath n lung cancer ok.
owells. shrugs.

im thinking of whether to go for the guild outing later anot.
if i go, i'l b gg home alone.
so boring..
mms..

slept in microecons lesson today.
OMG.
i cant believe it.
tts the subject i was most blur at,
and i actually SLEPT??
i nid an econs tutor..!!
someone tutor me. lol.
i totally dont undstnd wad the heck she was talking abt.

oh yea.
it was sucha nice thing to hear the 'tweet tweet' aft sucha long time..
there goes the adult fare,
here comes the student fare ((:

REAL SORRY TO HK..
was supposed to meet her today.
but i couldnt make it. )):
*cries*
I MISS YOU SO MUCH!
we must meet soon kaes??
promise (:

THANKS A BUNCH TO JOEY..
u helped me loads.
yayss.
ure d best brother i'l evaa haf.
LOVESS <3

think that's all for now.
i'l upload pics later.
took them randomly. (:
see if i haf tym to upload it into my comp firs.
lol.
kaes. gtg. byes.
takkaire. ((:

[6.40pm]


yays. saw my ever beloved tweeny today. lol. tt dumb twin. i SO BIG cannot see. stiu say i too short. u blind ah. haha. i'l elaborate later. (:

saw a VERY interesting thing on my way to sku this morn. lol. i took pics u know! i'l uplod it later if i haf d time. xD today's bus was damn packed. luckily we took it from the interchange, if not we wont get to get on it. soo packed ok. owells. we had a POM tutorial at 9. ended at 11. then 'cos this week's CSA lecture is online, we had a THREE hour break. zz. the next class was financial accounting at 2pm. sighs. so we jus found a place outside lt19 n sat down to discuss our projects. yeaps. my grp consists of me, joanne, leslie, jonathan n alex. yeaa. t'was soo boring. we had to like, plan how to start a new company n decide what we type of business we were gonna do. we decided on a matchmaking agency in d end. haha. so dumb rite. owells. tts the easiest to make money mahs. rwahahahas.

then tweeny told me he was gg to business canteen to eat. lol. n tt dumb boii walked right past me without seeing me. stiu say i too short cannot see. zz. U BLIND AH? lol. i saw him la. wanted to call him bdn they discussing d project mahs. then jiu 4get it lo. n he walk like ah beng liddat la. for goodness sake ure wearing formal lehh. walk nicer la. xD haha.

talking abt short, i think im getting shorter n shorter lehs. omg. cos normally in sku, they measure height n weight im abt 167cm. then tt other tym when we went for health checkup, they said i was 164cm. i was like, omg. then nvm. go sku, ann said she was 165cm. but she was way taller than me la. so she said i was abt 162cm liddat. .. omfg. *bang wall* lol. wahlaus. i think if i grow any shorter i can go jump down le. haha.

yays. im gonna go collect my lappy now. first thing im gonna d is install msn n maplestory. omg. so long nvr maple le. whahahas. kkaes. gtg. i'l blog abt my lappy later. im sooo excited!! x))

[5.57pm]


tdy was such a bad day. sighs- nth seems to go right..

had classes at 2pm today. BUT, i woke up at 7. dono why. mayb its cos im used to waking up at tt tym for my 9am classes. yeaa. so i slept back. then woke up again at 8, slept back. woke up again at 9, slept back. woke up again at 10, slept back. woke up again at 11, slept back. the next time i woke up, i was late. zzz. plus, had a serious case of bad hair day today. omg. luckily i solved tt prob in d bus. rwahahas. owells. then aft i woke up, packed my things at lightning speed and rushed outta d hse. when i got outta d hse, some dumbo was holding the lift at 14th storey for damn long. rarrs. what nice timing. zz. so i went down by stairs, and ran all the way to the bus stop.

when i reached the freaking bus stop, i could jus see the bus zooming away. omg. ran aft it. luckily the bus uncle saw me n he was nicee enuff to wait for mee. (: when i boarded the bus, i found out i couldnt use my ezlinkcard anymore. then the whole bus was staring at me while i kept trying my ezlink card. zz. so embarrassing. then i just put in coins. mayb its cos our new ezlink cards are already made so they bar us from using the secondary sku ones. yea.

reached interchange damn early today. mayb cos t'was in d afternoon. reached at abt 1.11pm lo. owells. then met joanne n sharmila to go sku tgt. first up was lecture. damn boring. i almost slept. n the tchr was like, jumping here and there, totally not following the seqence of the notes. zz. owells. but the good thing was she released us abt half hour earlier, so we went to collect our new ezlink cards.

last lesson was CSA lab. omg. i felt so dumb there. lol. i was totally confused as to what to do lo. haha. i was jus being my usual blur kok self. owells. ): gr8 thing, she released us half hr earlier too. yays. so we went bookshop to get our POM txtbk. damn heavy. aft tt met amira to pass her d class fotos. practically begged her to take the bus to interchange with me. n she relented. yays. n she was such a sweetie pie to take 22 back with me to amk. aww. THANKS DEARIE!

aft i reached my stop, then i realised xiaotian was on the sam bus with me. omg. cos when we were gg to the bus stop outside tp, we saw xiaotian gg back cos he left his wallet in tutorial classroom. yeaa. didnt expect him to b on tt bus. haha. yays. next time im gonna go home with him. then i wont be so lonely. (: cheers.

tts abt all for tdy lahs. yeaa. tmr's gonna b sucha long day.. haf makeup lessons for financial accounting. but, we'l haf a 3hr break in between. dammit. its gonna b sooo boring. rarrs.

oh yea. saw this horror movie's trailer on d bus. its called The Letters Of Death. mann. feel like watching it. ANYONE WANTS TO?? owells. i haf the im too bz to watch it feeling too. bummer. i so feel like watchin that. ):

yays. im gonna recieve my lappy most prob tmr/friday. lets rejoice! xD

i jus realised i havet eaten anything the whole day. bummer. no wonder im feeling hungry. and my house is outta food! sighs- guess i'l jus grab some bread to eat or something. too lazy to go downstairs buy. ):

alrites. tts abt all. this post is crap. im feeling crappy right now anyways. owells. tata.

youweretheonewhotoldmetodothis; nowyoutellmewhattodo.

[8.39pm]


mann.
turns out they were outta stock there.
i'd get my lappy only on thursday.
bummer.

was actually supposed to go lil' india today with my class peeps. then somehow or another, it was shifted to next week. owells. i'd get to enjoy my holiday too (: went amk hub this morn with my aunt. um, ok. afternoon. t'was bout 12. yea. we went soup restaurant to haf brunch (breakfast&lunch). dammit. regretted wearing shorts. t'was darn cold there. n the aircon was blowing directly at me. sighs. n u know how i get cold easily right. soo, was damn uncomfortable thruout. owells.

went around shopping..bought another shorts. contented (: then went ntuc for some grocery shopping. yea.

yays. im gonna start sku at 2pm tmr. rejoice! gonna end at 6pm. then i'l b meeting amira to pass her her class fotos. yeaa. yays. im gonna get to see her after so long. ^^ then we'l go home tgt.

meetin hk on friday. another ol' fren. xD gonna meet her back at PHS to collect my cert. she's so sweet. collect le stiu pei me. aww. (: then we're gonna have dinner tgt, jus like the good ol' days. mann. i jus miss that.

I MISS HUIKUOON
I MISS XINYING
I MISS YENFENN
I MISS FOURJOY
I MISS CHOIR
I MISS PHS
I MISS STALL 1 MAGGIE MEE
I MISS MORNING DEVOTIONS
I MISS CLASS OUTINGS
I MISS ALL YOU GUYS!

mann. im so overwhelmed by emotions suddenly.
):

[8.57pm]


yays.
lets rejoice.
im gonna go order my laptop later (:
at 5.30
the long awaited one
cant say much.
not enuff time.
i'l blog again later.
im sooo excited. xD

[5.17pm]